I don't feel accepted in my own home

It's just as it says I feel like I don't belong at my house and that I'm not accepted there either some times I wonder if I should just disappear.

Do they need to understand you to love you? My dad has yelled at me for "still watching those damn cartoons" since I became a teenager. I moved out on my own to another state when I was 17. To this day I know that I will always be welcome if I want to go back. Your family cares for you, even if they don't show it.

Its all in your mind kiddo. I don't understand my cat also and he shits everywhere, but that doesn't mean I don't love him. And I'd be sad if he disappear. You want feel belong somewhere? Start accepting yourself for who you are.

You could certainly disappear, though I'd imagine it wouldn't make you any less miserable than you think you are. Your semi-irrational solution is simply the product of your youth. Give it time, and, with age, you'll come to realize that all the worries that seemed so big once upon a time become trivial. Probably. Things aren't as bad as they seem, I promise. They get a lot worse. And a lot better. You'll see.

Get your facts straight. You don't disappear, they just ignore you. Just think about it why you get ignored. It's okay to be not accepted and if you have to leave by force then just put a fire in your house. Then you can get into the jail and you have a free new home, with new friends, free food and many other advantages. I hope I can help. I did the same it works to 110%.

Give it a good thought before any reckless actions. I mean if it's really that bad, sure you can go ahead and move away. But while being on your own has it's benefits. You need to realize that everything that happens next in your life...both good and the bad things, is entirely up to you and your own deeds. Which considering how young you are, is probably not something you're ready to take on yet. At the very least learn how to swim on the shore first before jumping into deep water. World is an ocean full of sharks that can and will eat you without the second thought. And once you go for it, there's no turning back. So be very careful.