I don't feel accepted in my own home

a long chunk of my life in the double digits, that has been the case with my family. Or when they would actually pay attention to me, they would concentrate it to a negative thing, or the things i liked they would find some way to shit on it. But if i would have left back then, i know i would be suffering right now. Even if they were abusive.... There would be no way a kid could support themselves like that. Then you would have to consider how your family would react. Because there have been many kids who ran away and when they came back weren't accepted the same way. they feel at fault because there was a lack of communication. Even if nothing changes, they need to hear it from the horses mouth that you feel this way. If they blow it off, then let it be. If you have friends, try to hang out with them more and get away from your family WITHOUT the risk of being stressed and possibly homeless. Going to school, working, and trying to make enough to keep the lights on is not easy. (that and they can report you as a run away because you're under 18) If you dont have friends, find things to do that makes you happier than anything, then it will cheer you up and give you a time occupier when you feel ignored. Sadly, not every parent is predictable; while some may welcome you back if you run away and fuck up, not all will. They still love you, but it will hurt them to see you go. So take baby steps. Confront, converse, conclude. from there you should know what to do. But think carefully about how your choice effects you in the future before making it.