venting...

kyetge i actually have a a dog right now whom i always love comming home too but there just insnt anything like another person you know what i mean? k3nshin ill probably check out that kinokuniya place when i have the time sounds interesting, and i should be working sometime this week or next week im just waitin on my supervisor so i can go and get my badge, you said your on the reagan thats most likely the boat ill be working on haha i will most likely be doing fire watch or painting if you do wanna say wuts up ill be the guy with the mortal kombat and pinoy pride/sun tattoo on the arms. sobi.. ya ive been thinking about moving down to texas with one of my brothers but for now im pretty much stuck here wont be able to leave for awhile

I hear ya on the so-called "friends" thing. After things went sour with one of my exes back in April 2011, I lost a lot of those "friends" from cons we had attended. I haven't set foot in CT since last summer in fear of retaliation from a lot of those people, so MA has been my prison/playground. I doubt I'm going anywhere, so I try to make the best of it (being without companionship as well). And yeah, people tell me all the time "they'll come to you". It's a load of BS because I've tried it multiple times and it doesn't work. You're better off going for it than waiting for it.

I fully understand your sentiment on not knowing whether you want something serious or not given the conditions of your life right now, sometimes it's better to wait it up until things are more stable before jumping in onto dating, because if you're not emotionally ready then you'll be needlessly hurting someone else in the process, but hey, working in a shipyard sounds really really cool! I hope you get the job!