yuuzora

I've been thinking about starting a Substack. Let me look more into it. Do you feel like it's been working out for what you're hoping to do with it?

Sorry to rant, but today my brother was going to have me watch his puppy again today. Which a one off day, fine. Totally fine. But he was planning on making it four days a week permanently. And he isn't paying me(like he said he would). I told him I could do today, and maybe every other week, but a consistent thing would be too hard on me physically. I seriously risk nerve damage if I overdo it. And I already have some permanent nerve damage from when I tried giving her 1hr out of the kennel and 40mins in. He doesn't know about that. I try not to complain. But when I have a boundary, now he responds curtly and is giving me the silent treatment. Like... I do feel really bad about it. But I already have so much on my plate, too. Everyone treats me like I'm some sort of useless sack of molded potatoes but without me they wouldn't have their jobs as I drive them everywhere, I watch little brother's dog three days a week, and that's on top of every call I make for them, appointment I get them to... And none of them pays me for doing any of it mind you! It really is too much on me. I barely have the mental and physical energy to work on the things that are paying me. Which is Patreon and my caretaking duties for my mother. Which is still not making ends meet, but it's better than nothing. So I don't know what more they think they can extract from me. :'(

Awwww! Thank you so kindly. I do work hard to improve. I'm truly blessed to hear from you. You really are a little angel on earth. I've been so swamped with work that I haven't really updated our little notes for you. I didn't want to sound like I was complaining the whole time. Since in my life, I pretty much have nothing but complaints. lolol I do hope to get a few more supporters. Just enough so I can save money and get me and my sister outta here. I hope your situation continues to improve as well. You really deserve good things, because being kind to others feels so rare at times. It deserves a little reward.

I'm cheering for you, Yuu-Chan! You've got this. ❤️ Also, I've been meaning to comment on your art recently. I'm no artist myself, but I do have working eyes, you've been improving lately and all your hard effort shows! I'm excited whenever I see a new pick because there's something in the pic that is better than the last, I pray you continue to get many supporters cause you deserve good things.

A little wip update on my latest request. It's free to read. And of course, for MO only I post the image, too. Enjoy. https://www.patreon.com/rakashael/posts/wip-update-168610390?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

The latest piece finally finished. If you'd like your own, you can become a Patron for as little as $3/month or donate any amount on Kofi. https://www.patreon.com/rakashael/posts/bonus-post-art-168242607?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link https://ko-fi.com/corutanic

Yeah! The ending we were left on was so heartbreaking. Toxic love cycles stress me the hell out. lolol. Back when Shojo Beat was big, I seem to remember there being a movie, too. But I don't think I lived in a place where I could watch it and my library couldn't get ahold of it.

Ahoy everyone. Here's a look at the flat colors I did for an art trade. I hope he likes it! I worked pretty hard finding the right pose.

Ahoy. Got my teeth cleaned today. Being that I'm a redhead, they needed to give me extra numbing stuff. I still felt most of it. So I'm gonna be eating mashed potatoes and cooked beets for a while. It's been er... however long ago 2012 was since I got any dental work done. ^^;