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Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I am sure many people would say this is in bad taste... but I never had good taste to begin with XD

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper tell me, what are your favorite N64 games? I mean that last on in that video is kinda hard to top

Ghost @kuharido Harvest moon 64 no doubt. I loved it.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Nice! I liked that one too! My personal favorite had to have been Paper Mario or Majora's Mask. I spent so much time on those two it was ridiculous.

Ghost @kuharido I was obsessed with Harvest Moon. A boy wanting to marry wasn't too common where I grew up. Always the weird quiet one.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I honestly think that is sweet though! Says a lot of nice things about your personality. I honestly wish, looking back at that game, that marriage was as sweet and simple as it was there

Ghost @kuharido Thanks, that's a nice compliment. :) yeah I agree, it really disturbs me to see all the marriage problems and divorces. I try not to judge but I wish more would work out.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper You're welcome! It's my honest thoughts! With the divorce rate being as high as it is, it sure makes it a bit disheartening these days to feel comfortable with the idea for marriage. You are not alone in what you say.

Ghost @kuharido Add that to not really thinking anyone genuinely cares, could love my complex personality, or me love them I kind of wish I remembered what boyhood me wanted in marriage. boyhood me wanted in

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I often feel that way too. Not necessarily for marriage but also what I do career wise. I often try to think back to my childhood about what sort of things I wished to pursue since today I often feel like I have no clue. I wonder if our childhood selves could tell straight what we are doing wrong? Hopefully we will find people that do care and enjoy the complex personality that comes with that package. Just need to keep looking I suppose. Even when it feels pointless.

Ghost @kuharido Yeah, keep going is pretty much my motto. I think I remember some things I wanted so going after that. When it comes to marriage maybe I just want a lady to snuggle with.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Exactly! With something so simple as a desire as that, you would think it wouldn't be so complicated no? I know I certainly would be happy with that too. I often feel simple human contact like that is forgotten these days. Several studies have shown how important skinship really is.

Ghost @kuharido Yes, I've looked up some of that stuff. I think I want to connect emotionally too. Like talk about feelings I can't put into words.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I find that funny, there are so many feelings that we cannot express with words. It is just difficult to express it and you need to connect with someone in order to do it. It is these kinds of complexities that make me so fascinated with proper human relationships. Though at the same time I feel like an alien trying to understand humanity since I tend to be confused with I should react as a human. It is strange. Regardless I agree with you and feel the same. There's gotta be a nice lady for you just waiting to hold your heart my friend. I would happily be on the lookout for you.

Ghost @kuharido A nice thought but I don't want to focus on it too much now. Personally I'd be more interested in finding a good lady. What would you hope she'd be like? I agree on interactions I always wonder what's the right action for the situation mi try to be less critical on my actions and accept them for the moment.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I guess what we would consider the essentials... kind, caring, interested in what you do, generally pleasant to be around, etc... I wonder if we had anything happen to us as children that resulted in us being too aware of how act as people or trying to figure what is the "correct" response? I do agree that it is better to be less critical on actions and just accept them in the moment. Of course all of that is easier said than done. One might say it is best to let the mind go and relax.

Ghost @kuharido Yeah, the meditation ideal. I think we both have a good degree of empathy which helps us make decisions based on how things feel around us.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I agree, I believe we do have that empathy. It seems kinda scary to me that there are people who have difficulty empathizing with others. I do understand it is impossible to help everyone but it doesn't mean you can't feel for them. Oh yes, that is true. I often feel like I need to be a crowd pleaser in my day to day life. It ends up being a bad habit of mine to just please everyone around me while not doing anything for myself even when I really need it. I have worked toward doing things for myself more but still I cannot help but just feel around me.

Ghost @kuharido I do find people with little empathy hard to relate to. They usually don't have any interest in symbolism or emotional responses. I'm a major pleaser myself. I will go out of my way to help out people even if i want to say no IF i do say no I just feel and and do it anyway. Hopefully I can get better with that.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Symbolism is an interesting thing. In a way I like to connect with other through random symbolism, whether it is cryptic/for fun or out of pure meaningful discussion. To see people not have a response from that sort of thing or like you said not emotional response either, is almost concerning to say the least. Yes, it is the same with me. I have often done things I never would have wished to do all because I would feel guilty not doing it. I wonder what is a good exercise to practice this? Or maybe it is related to not liking saying "no" to people as well?

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Ooh I haven't seen him in a while!

☠BΣΉΣЯIƬ✴ @beherit Yeah, it's been 14 years since they made the last Gamera movie. Maybe it's time he gets some kind of reboot.

Tiny Tom Cruise @rafaelsanzio Gamera is highly underrated

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I would hope so! Arguable Gamera films were a bit better than Godzilla But I guess Godzilla was just more iconic.

Tiny Tom Cruise @rafaelsanzio no one knows the true value of turtles

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Agreed! XD I just like Japanese Monster movies in general

☠BΣΉΣЯIƬ✴ @beherit The 90s Gamera films were the real deal, but I can see why the original Gamera films were not as popular as Godzilla. They often had a much lower production quality and were geared more for kids while Godzilla was geared more for adults until the the late 60s came around. The original 1954 Godzilla film was a pretty grim film. Can't say the same for any of the Gamera films.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Yeah! Those are the ones I was thinking of!

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I don't remember the last time I saw any of the 90s ones. I should revisit them

☠BΣΉΣЯIƬ✴ @beherit Same. The last time I sat down and watched a Gamera film it was Gamera vs Barugon and that was like 5 or 6 years ago.

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I think I remember that one. It's been so long I even for about a lot of the Godzilla films too

☠BΣΉΣЯIƬ✴ @beherit It's the one where he fights the monster that can shoot a death rainbow from its back. I watch some of the Godzilla films on a yearly basis. Did you see King of the Monsters that came out last year or Shin Gojira in 2016?

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Ooh! Yeah I saw that. I should put together a marathon for all of them. I have seen the new King of the Monsters and Shin Gojira. King of the Monsters had a lot of problems but Shin Gojira was very well done.

Nini @mikan_kat oi im the one that says papa here

Aka-san @redhawk We're all Papa/Daddy's Children

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Ah my children that call me Papa. One of you calls me Satan and the other calls me Daddy. At this point I don't know what else to say XD

Aka-san @redhawk <3

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I am awake now XD

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper It reminds me of Godzilla!

☠BΣΉΣЯIƬ✴ @beherit Isn't that Yongary, the Korean monster?

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper It might be now that you mention it....

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I don't know why but that paddle makes me laugh so hard XD

Aka-san @redhawk Lmao same XD

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper It's the heart that really adds to its... "charm" lol

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper I figured since I know you like them. You did have a pound of them at one point right? XD

Aka-san @redhawk Lol shhh

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper there is no shame in having a lot of what you love <3

Aka-san @redhawk Oh Papa <3

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Embrace the gummy worms!

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper Blasphemy!!! XD Also were can I find one of these unholy amalgamations?

[__________] @code_016 Every site that sold this says they are discontinued or currently unavailable/out of stock

[__________] @code_016 Lame

Tsunpaper @tsunpaper That is super lame! I would have used that thing like crazy!