Seruru-pi♬

I haven't been on in like a good while and I'm already struggling with basic site functions trying to liven this up or just using this in general. It's also weird seeing how all my posts have been 99% depression or social anxiety related, it ironically became my venting circle lol

Wow I can't sleep, having a horrible quasi mid life crisis, every online roleplay or fun site for me is mostly icing me out like the plague for no reason. And remembering how having my very last in person friend that I cared for over 10 years suddenly dumping me cause *racists slurs* like me are problematic . Well happy birthday to me ;-;

well it sounds like your in a better place and i hope you are. just keep pushing on and working on finding what helps you be the person you want to be. did everything work itself out?

Err.. Hiya there seruru, I don't believe I've see ya around the forums, or if you're new? But I'm Eternal or I guess that's the nickname I go by I guess. xP

You don't need to respond to anyone you don't want to. I'm sorry you're going through some stuff, but I hope you can feel better soon!

If you feel like the social circle is crushing you don't be afraid to take a break and go away for a little while but sometimes it's not a good idea to be gone too long because the longer you are away the harder it is to come back and the more crushing it feels. I have gone and am going through similar things and that's kind of why I'm here is trying to find some place that isn't a social circle in person but it's still somewhere I can grow my skills and get more comfortable talking to people.