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lei_maiotaku

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11 days ago
Cube, Philippines
amarantha
12:03AM _ Crying while waiting for my sleeping tab to kick in. How sad it is to grieve someone who is still alive.
amarantha
While scrolling here I realized that the active forums section (left tab) is updating, but not appearing on my feed. I can only see it when I view all recent forums (upper tab). And I realized that the people I blocked were the ones putting updates on the recent active forums. So that's probably why it's not appearing on my feed. I do not know if it's a new thing, but all I know is, before, blocking someone is useless because his or her posts will still appear on your feed. Also, another thing I noticed: I could not anymore deactivate my account many times in one day. I do not know if it was just a glitch or what, but it took me another day before I could do so again. Meh. Works just like Facebook/Insta. https://media1.tenor.com/m/Jm6xtV6bWf0AAAAC/blocked-and-reported-haha.gif
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Yeah you hit a limit just deactivating and trying to reactivate once in the same day.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha [INSERT] Not sure if my theory is right, but their updates not appearing on my end could also mean that I was the one who was blocked. Lmaooo.
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Yeah I can CONFIRM that is the case.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha I see. Because I dont remember blocking "some" users. And I don't remember interacting with them even. But if it gives them peace, then Imma let it be. Hahaha
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 They just hating cuz we sexy
amarantha
We have a helper who is mostly here every weekdays, but not on weekends. She is not a stay-in helper, and she lives just a few blocks away from our house. When she comes around, she does laundry, she cooks food, she feeds the dog, and she does few other light chores. So every weekend when she is not around, all of us here in the house goes out of our rooms and we do everything ourselves. Tbh, before I kind of hate it? Because let's be honest who is fond of doing chores. But right now, I seem to appreciate it. It feels good seeing my family, eating my moms cooking, doing chores and just generally helping around the house. It's making me appreciate the existence of the people I love. It reminds me that sometimes life is not so lonely afterall with the right people around you. https://media1.tenor.com/m/B8XcLKbB230AAAAC/cinderella-reversed.gif
amarantha
After getting banned on Facebook, I had to make a new account for business and academic purposes. Few days back I remember reading a post about a man asking for advice. Long story short his marriage proposal was turned down because there was no "professional photographer." Reading the story, the man actually made an effort in gathering all the family members and friends, having intimate dinner setup, etc. And it was actually the dream proposal the GF talked over before. Overall it's the traditional slash intimate kind of marriage proposal. I don't know about other people, because we all have different preferences, opinions and means, but I'm really drawn to intimate marriage proposals as well. Not gonn lie I do want it to be documented, but my boyfriend need not hire and pay much for professional photographer/s. He can probably just ask my bestfriend, brother, or cousins to document it. Or maybe just a hidden camera if it's only us. Lol. If I was to give advice to that man though, I'd say that if it feels wrong, then let it go. https://media1.tenor.com/m/Wi8SGf7DctYAAAAC/chainsaw-man-csm.gif
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Honestly, just a little video of it happening is enough. There shouldn’t be a whole photo session with a photographer or video editor. If she leaves because of that, then she only loved the attention not you.. unfortunately for us guys a lot of times that is the case. Having someone truly care for who you are is rare.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha Same thoughts. But also I think couples should like talk about their preferences, etc. So they will meet at a common ground. Because some would really prefer to be extra, especially when they also have the means. Also I think more and more people think that way - that they need to be extra when it comes to those events its because theres lots of influencers or rich people nowadays who do it and show it to the public. Probably for the views, fame, etc. And most are negatively impacted by that. Lol.
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Personally, I would just want my lady happy. I don’t care what the world thinks. This modern day thinking of influencers and celebrities flaunting what they have is causing a lot of comparisons online to happen. You get online and you start comparing yourself to everything you see. It’s not healthy for a girl growing up like that or a boy even. Then unrealistic standards start to creep in.
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Every relationship I ever got into I always noticed that at some point they would do the same going online when they were growing up and gain these hyper unreal expectations of what they want. Then I would also see people tweeting a picture of this guy holding flowers for his girlfriend, and all the replies were saying how that guy‘s gonna get cheated on, and that the women replying were agreeing with that saying they don’t want goody two shoes. It’s a wild society.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha Tbh, I am guilty! Hahaha! But most stuff is about me being insecure and comparing myself to other people's progress or physical appearance. Because it seems those influencers post like their lives are all rainbows and unicorns. Hahaha! But these days, I turn it to positive. Like I kind of make it as a motivation to be better rather than pitying myself.
amarantha
Few days back I noticed that part of my underarm looked swollen. Its like there’s a small ball hidden under. I am sure it is not just a fat or something as its form is distinct. So tonight I let my brother and cousin examine it, as they are in med field. But of course it’s not a thorough examination as we were at home, it was only a series of touching the swollen part and questions about it. Of course as an overthinker I asked many times if I am going to die soon. Hahaha. But they reassured me that they think it’s just my body’s reaction in fighting back since I recently got flu. But a thorough examination must still be done. Not gonn lie it scared me for a bit. Thats why I decided not to study, and to watch a movie instead and chill. I also decided that I will stop stressing over a lot of things anymore. Maybe this will give me a push to live a healthy life now. Mehehe https://media1.tenor.com/m/7iEFLDDGQbMAAAAd/majo-no-tabitabi-the-journey-of-elaina.gif
verucassault
Veru @verucassault Did they say if it was like a swollen lymph node or anything? I've had the ones in my arms swell before when I was fighting off a virus. felt weird.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha YES! Indeed that was the term they mentioned. But as an overthinker, also because this is the first time that this happened to me, plus the area where it is located is concerning, I can't help but worry. But they said, that it not hurting or anything, and me not feeling bad anywhere else is a good sign. I still would want to be checked though, just to ease my mind. But praying that it goes away soon so I don't have to worry anymore.
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 I’m sure it will in time. It’s gonna be A-Okay Lei
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha @solid_snake95 _ Thanks, bro! I'm really having that realization right now that I am not getting any younger, and I should also prioritize my health/overall well-being. I realized I need to cut off my unhealthy habits already. Hayss.
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Same here I’m 29 now and my back went out so hard two weeks ago I was stuck in one place not able to move. I never had to go through that in my life.
amarantha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha Hngggh. I hope youre recovering well. And I hope you dont go through that again. #HealthIsWealth
solid_snake95
SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 Yeah, I’m back to full health and in the gym again, but I never experienced that in my life and I’m getting older. I’m literally becoming a 30-year-old bachelor
amarantha
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ISLE OF DOGS (2018) 7.8/10 _IMDb 90% _Rotten Tomatoes Done watching Isle of Dogs. I will give it 7/10. Animation really gives an old school vibe. Dunno if my term is ok. But yea, I think the animation is not for everyone. I hope there was more plot or action or transition. I need more scenes of the main doggo transitioning from being a stray to a good doggo, and how they defeated the evil peeps. I wish the good doggo owners were given more scenes too. Buahahaha. Overall…cute movie.
amarantha
https://media1.tenor.com/m/Vg14SprGeIsAAAAd/anime-break.gif I wish I could unsee things for my own peace of mind.