To myself... I apologize. To everyone else... I apologize. There are times every one needs to change and in doing so admit their faults most importantly, to themselves. There was something relatively minor said earlier today and my reaction, albeit minor, was enough to make me think, even hours later. For some reason, it just stuck in my head and it's truly making me do some "soul searching", so to speak. Honestly, it's because of a culmination of things, mostly internal, over the past few years and realizing that's not who I want to be. Changing will be a HUGE, HUGE struggle, but it must be done and I want to do so. Now, it's just a matter of figuring out what tools I need and keeping up the internal motivation.

Did an art challange with someone. Subject was Book and Cyan.

1. Whatever you did, worked! Your steed is out of that sinking mud, but now it's awfully dirty. Luckily the rain lets up at last. There's a river nearby, but it's a bit fast flowing. What would you like to do?- Either attempt to find a place my Ox can stabilize and stand to get clean or find a way to scoop the water out to slowly clean my Ox. I don't want to risk us getting caught up in the current 2. Whatever you decide to do, a group of rowdy kids comes running up on your heels trying to antagonize your steed. What would you do?- Scold them severely. If that doesn't work then I'll pull out the "I'll tell your mother card" in hopes that'll scare them...and if that doesn't work, then I'll whoop em like Viking babe did XD 3. The kids either lose interest or you taught them a lesson. Finally you're heading the direction of the big city. It's got a beautiful palace in the center that you can see from here. You suddenly see a familiar looking cat waiting upon a tree branch. The cat jumps down onto your shoulder, it seems to want you to follow it. What would you like to do?- I'd take a chance following it I guess. I mean, I'm confused enough as is, so what's the issue now? XD

One of the best boss battles and boss themes of any JRPG I've played... If you're a girl, you'll need to change your panties, and if you're a guy, you will go beyond pitching a tent... you will pitch a tepee. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVqezHKDPC4