@arc https://youtube.com/shorts/lzD8Zl2vpOU?si=tMHn4AmQoVtaIrTz

As a narcissist I think life would be easier if I didn't have to keep up with others hearts. My whole life for the past 5 years was just me learning anything I could to keep up with others hearts. The heart produces such beauty. But, for some reason mine never developed properly. So, I'm left as a obsessed admirer of the grandest of dances. In my face over and over I get to watch and understand something so beautiful but no matter how much I teach myself invigorated by such blinding beauty I can't seem to dance the same dance. I live fully encompassed by such unnerving & offensive horror. That such a dance may not be meant for me. But, it's to late as I'm already on the floor entangled in the many dances of life. I dare not dance my dance. It is but a crude rendition of the beauty I've witnessed. Nevertheless, I try to copy the moves to make myself appear more beautiful than I am. Desperately trying to hide the fact that I am not beautiful enough to even be on this floor. Cursed to endlessly chase after my expected place in the dance with full knowledge I can't match it. The heart being adequately functional is a very necessary requirement to perform the dance well. How my heart craves to have what it's missing so I can finally dance engulfed with joy and without worry.

So mastercard is forcing Pixiv to remove all their "lewd" imagery because it offends their sensitive wittle eyes. Fuck off mastercard. So many damn companies trying to censor anime titties and it pisses me off! It's one of the biggest irritants I have about western culture. Everyone here is so afraid of anything sexual. Just a bunch of limp noodle old men trying to ruin the fun for everyone.

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1. Who?- Probably tootsie pop @forgetmenot 2. What?- In tarnation 3. When?- At 11:59 PM 4. Where?- Your mother's house 5. Why?- Who knows?------------------------------------- 6. Why not?- Because I said so------------------------------------1. Perhaps in a dream you awake to hear [insert chosen deity here] ask you to go into another dimension to save a small child from pain. Said deity says "I will reward you with one wish of any variety" and that you can take three people with you to help. Who do you take with you?- I take The Father, Son and Holy Spirit with me XD------------------------------------2. To embark on this mission, you have to get into some shape, how many push ups can you do?- Probably only one...maybe two or three when I'm trying lol------------------------------------3. How long would it take you to run a mile?- Forever I'm sure. Never ran a mile before------------------------------------4. Can you lift at least your own weight?- Probably not XD------------------------------------5. Can you swim?- I can. But only well enough for me to move in a pool. I'd hate to see me in moving bodies of water lol

Age: Around my age but not older than 19 (for now). Height: N/A (Any height is fine as long as they are a good person). Personality: If they are okay with me and my personality. A little chaotic or psychotic. Hobbies: At least one sport. Eye color: Don't care. Once again, I only care about their personality and if they are kind, with a little chaotic side to them as well. I am just looking for someone to date for now, but maybe even get together in the future, near or far.