How do I deal with my depression? I write, and write, and write and just when I think my hand is about to fall off because I've written so much, I write some more. I've tried bottling it all up inside but alas that didn't work and it only made it worse. I even tried denying the fact that I was even depressed in the first place. Then when I finally did acknowledge and accept the fact that it was apart of me, I told my closet family members who responded with the worst thing possible. "You're not depressed. You have nothing to be depressed about. You've got everything you could ever possibly want. A family that loves you. Friends. You're doing great in school. You have a roof over your head, and food in your belly. What's left to be depressed about?" What is left to be depressed about? The fact that though I was doing well in school I still felt unfulfilled in life? The fact that I felt I was alone in the world without anyone that would ever truly understand the way that I felt? The fact that I've got anxiety that is SO BAD that I practically shut down at the idea of hanging out with friends that I've known for years? But that was years ago and a lot has changed. Like I said I've started writing again. Which was something that I really loved to do but when the year 2012 rolled around, I just kind of stopped. I lost all interest in it and didn't want to do it anymore. I've picked up drawing. Albeit I'm not good at it. At all. But it's a hobby that I enjoy so very much. On top of all that I've began to read books again and music keeps me sane. I still have days where I feel down and out on luck, but those days are far and few in between.

OwO No need to worry about that then. I don't feed trolls. I don't be trolling. I hate drama since I've had enough of it in my life. I am a law abiding citizen! :D

I used to play this for a while after its Steam release. I also played Ragnarok Online xD ToS was fun, its cute, but arround level 200 I stopped playing.