I'm going back to competitive halo, the new game is awesome! I made a few calls and got my team situation almost figured out. So for the next few weeks I will be Practicing online and traveling around my general states for LAN practice. A few small tournaments here and there so I can be ready for the mlg event. I'm hoping for a good season!! So my activity on this site is going to be slim to non. If you want to keep up with me on fb. Www.facebook.com/josaps Note: I pretty much troll on Facebook but occasional I will update something worthwhile.

It's bad to put everything on the line like that. It hurts so much more than anything else but you have to move on eventually, cause they're more than likely not coming back to put the same effort into you. That's pretty harsh coming from me, really, but it's something I've been dredging (thinking over, wanted to use a different word though) for a long time now.

Rukia Usa Chan Metal you can correct me later if you like. I will post this for her. I notice not many post were made for her. Frankly I don't think you have personality issues. Everything about you is very much like any other girl out there. I do find it strange that you mention some strong words in your profile and yet you say that you don't like being pushed out of you comfort zone. Because reading it would suggest that you have a strong tolerance to many things and are very open minded. Like anyone you require attention and seek affection. But maybe in the end you do so much you temp other people and then stop them in their tracks. I could see how people would get tired of that. It may just be that you are not comfortable with your self and that is what's causing you to push people away. I don't think it is that they don't accept you. Because anyone trying to make something work with you is highly likely trying to make things work. Because they know in advance about your struggles and the support you'll need. You need to believe in people if you want to be happy. Don't be afraid of being hurt because in the end you are doing that anyway by pushing others away. If you are hurt learn from it and get back up. You have to become strong in this life. The weaker you are the more chances you have to become stronger. At least that's my advice to you.

I dont hate society persay. I try to live with it and go with the flow. Also, I believe being mad/hating society doesnt solve the issues it has nor the way I am handling it either. Not sure what is the best way but I believe we are all striving to find that answer. If something becomes mainstream then over time it will not become mainstream since something else will take its place. It is just at the moment being an Otaku isnt mainstream since it deals with another country's culture and sadly a bad reputation in some places. :(

My main pick one be either of my grandfathers... more my grandpa i think... really want to tall to him about somethings...

It's a good hobby to learn about. Esp. if you have fitting problems. I tend to wear a lot of stretch type t-shirts and have to wear belts with my jeans most of the time. ~.~ It's pretty annoying. Button up shirts stretch pucker where they shouldn't and all that for me, so it's rare for me to wear them.

Konichiwa. ^^ Welcome and enjoy your stay.

Well, seems this topic blew up while I was in class. I just want to say that I'm in fashion design for my major, so my textile design class has deadlines for when prints are due. I've been having a hard time coming up with a print I liked and fit the requirements for this project, so I had to force inspiration to get it done in time, otherwise I'd get a bad grade. I don't like rushing artwork at all, so it bothers me when I have to. But when you're a design major, you have deadlines to meet and have to work with those. So sometimes things have to be rushed or forced to meet all that. ~.~ Hoping my next project like this isn't as bad, I think it was just the parameters messing me up and not helping my thought process.