May you have a passion for peace, and make peace your greatest passion. Your greatest strength will be knowledge, and with knowledge you will gain strength. Your greatest serenity will be that of power, but you will control your own power, by learning that serenity is just. You will have victory when you are at harmony, and you gain more harmony through victory. This is the way of the force, two paths will meet, and you will know all you need to know.

I beat the normal mode kinda hard when I just started. I'm trying to get a hell mode but is not there. Is there a glitch on it?

(Note From BioShock) I have fought many battles I have seen things sense things I have never known before but most of all I have experienced so much pain. I have made enemies powerful enemies. But I've also made allies, ones that would stand beside me when the darkness threaten to consume everything. Am i near death? am i worthy to lead am I even worthy to protect? Whatever the answer may be I am here and I will fight until I can fight no longer. There are many planes many stories and many battles yet to be fought. But I wil never stopped until he is defeated. Then perhaps when that day has come I will finally have found peace.

So far each one has been a case of "and nothing of value was lost.". If nothing else they've help me come to terms with the fact that I'm not really missing out on much by being single.

I read through everyone's advices, and to be honest, I'm so disappointed. I know a lot of otakus don't understand what's socially acceptable or not, but "be yourself" is such a poorly construed advice. While finding friends who have similar interests with you is good and all, you have to understand that there are other topics rather than just anime/games that you can/should talk about. Also, most of the time, it's not because you're a nerd that people are off-put at, but how you handle yourself. Quite a few of my close friends are not into anime at all, but they know how shameless I am (I have too many figurines in my glass cases, a 150cm dakimakura of my husbando, multiple keychain straps of my husbando, other merch of my husbando, etc.), but because of how I compose myself and I can talk about other things besides nerd stuff, they like hanging out with me. I noticed a lot of otakus can't control their urges and immediately go into weeaboo mode, and scream, "Nya!" or "That's so kawaii!" or "Neko desu~" which scares/weirds out people (even if they are anime fans).

Woah, looks like you were in a long ride for each ex(s), Vampire Neko. It surprises me that you met and dated those girls with dark past. Thanks for sharing, it was interesting.