After my girlfriend broke up with me I've been shutting myself in. It's my own doing but, I really loved her and the process of getting over it is way harder than I thought it would be. I get depressed and feel like i have nothing but I kind of am determined to find someone new and make them feel needed and wanted, and to have someone to care about. It may be selfish but, I want someone I can call my own and feel what I did with Olivia. Being able to look at them and just think to yourself, wow I'm so in love with this person, or fall in love with every tiny detail about them. One day I wasn't feeling so great and she sent me a list she made in her Notes saying Reasons I love John, and it was just a list of small things about me that she liked. My goofy laugh, my voice when I was tired, etc. Since then, I haven't been able to delete her pictures or our old texts. I have a bunch of screenshotted texts that I'd use to make me feel better when I was sad, but now I go and look at them to just try and feel what I felt while I was with her. The one that struck a cord inside me was when she said one day that she was so scared I would leave one day and that she wanted a home with me, because the house she'd been living in had been messed up her whole life and that home is where your loved ones are. We are young but I think anyone in my position would know it's love, and that I wanted a future with her more than anything. I'm sorry for this sappy rant, but I don't want to let myself be alone to duel with unpleasant thoughts. If anyone does read this, I want to be friends with everyone, and I'll support anyone any way they need it. I just don't want to be alone.

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I live on Long Island in New York, I have a car and I drive upstate a lot for snowboarding, though it would be cool to meet up with some people and just hang out some time. Message me if anything C:

"We are oft to blame in this,-- 'Tis too much proved--that with devotion's visage And pious action we do sugar o'er The devil himself." - King Claudius https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGbkIv7aKds

I haven't play a .hack game since the PS2 Era ... ohh the good o dayz

Hello there TheOneTrueSenpai! :O Welcome to MO and this site is good if you want to make friends, have discussions etc! ヽ(^o^)丿

Would love to set up some sort of meet and greet or whatever. Looking to meet new friends with similar interests. In Alvarado atm. But willing to meet anywhere reasonable!Let's make some friends!

That's ridiculous, sad, and revolting. No one should throw a girl (or anyone) in her chair over a phone. ESPECIALLY not a full grown man who may not realize his own strength. Trust me I had a friend (grown man who was in the army) punch me slightly in the arm jokingly. I told him to stop because it was actually starting to hurt me. I'd hate to imagine being flailed around like a piece of luggage in an airport.