I'm interested in finding new horror movies to watch. But I'm not keen on lots of modern horror which rely too much on jump scares and CG special effects. As well as just rehashing the same old afraid of the dark or psycho killer or demon/ghost themes. A movie can be scary with just atmosphere and weirdness and lots of suggestive hints like Session 9: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Session_9 The big issue with most horror films is that they are so overdone and unrealistic that they actually feel safe in a way. Some horror movies have tried to play more on real people doing horrible things (more suspense than horror) like 8mm; https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/8mm_(film) But I feel that movie was incredibly naïve and limited. Snuff films aren't some legendary thing that might exist somewhere. They are dime a dozen. But most filmmakers won't really touch that subject with a ten foot pole. Or the best they will do is Hostel: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hostel_(2005_film) Or the best realistic and disturbing I've seen: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Girl_Next_Door_(2007_film) Which shows how easily kids can be turned into sadists. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sylvia_Likens I'm not looking for safe horror, I'm looking for disturbing horror. Some indie films do better than mainstream. V/H/S/ was ok but the whole found footage theme is now overdone. A Serbian Film did a few things well: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Serbian_Film But really ended up just being a mess of random shock scenes without much of a cohesive story.

ive leveled up to 38 onvernight. I just want to get the summer summons in before they are gone. I've fused inhyeons too its pretty nice to just grind. but kerot and terot pop up too much.

I usually just look around in this area of the forums.. but eh.. this would be nice to see something like that yes. But they'd have to have the backend strip off script tags, as well as prevent some exploits which can be caused via CSS. Allowing javascript execution through client input would be a huge mistake as it could allow anyone with skills in javascript to execute malicious code on the client's browser, and there are some known exploits in Cascading Style Sheets as well. Which is why a lot of websites in which allow user input for customisation purposes often strip certain elements. One of the biggest rules of web development is NEVER trust any data sent by the client's browser. Even the simplest little things as headers or cookie values could be modified before sent, so sending an entire HTML document could spell trouble unless components are removed from the source before being permitted to save. Good idea, but this would be something that takes quite a bit of time to do and must be done properly, otherwise.. oops.

Tattoos are awesome. I've always had an interest in them since I was young. I feel they're a great form of expression and says a lot about a person imo. One tattoo I would love to get though is the "Halo of the Sun" from Silent Hill because I love those games a ton. Also fuck Konami. http://www.silenthillmemories.net/lore/hots/arts/pics/halo_of_the_sun_03.jpg

A good thing for me? Nah, I highly doubt that if I'm honest. I imagine people having a bad thing for me though since I come off as annoying and obnoxious to certain types of people. I dunno though - I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed :I

Loneliness and being alone are two different things imho. Although this case for me is a strange one - the feeling of loneliness often happens when I'm really depressed; despite the fact that I have a number of people I can turn to when I feel down, I just can never really bring myself to say to someone "Hey I'm feeling pretty fucked up, mind helping me out?" - even when it comes to my two best friends, I just want to keep an image of positivity in the presence of others even if I feel terrible deep down. So I often try to find other means to bring myself back to fighting form without having to rely on others. But I know that at some point, I'm going to crash and burn really hard and it's going to eat me from the inside out and at that point I'll need to work up the bravery and courage to tell my best friends, the people I trust more than anyone else in my life even if it means fully revealing how much of a wreck I can be.

Northern Illinois. About an hour away from everything important. I really want to go to Round One in Bloomingdale again soon.