Confessions

I've been a litte afraid of guys too bcs of an accident a few years ago and my dad drank a lot of alcohol when i was young wich scared me. I felt so unsafe being around guys bcs they're often more stronger and bigger than you wich I didn't like bcs of erlier stuff. But also when you get to know really nice guys this actually make you feel a lot safer instead bcs they can protect you. And srsly, there is nothing better than hugging a bigger and taller guy than yourself

hmm, I can't really say wat was the problem back then. I have selective memory so I only remember things I want to, but there was a few accidents that did happen. but currently I have my reasons for avoiding them, not going to list them here cuz their a bit personal. but I'm don't absolutely scared of them, I just need time to recover. I know it's nobodies fault, so I'll try my hardest to get over it.

Technically haven't received a hickey? It's a yes or no question, even if you gave yourself one. Max, All you do is suck on skin really hard. It breaks capillaries and create a red mark. Really, it means absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things.