Confessions

I confess i made a post on a reddit dating thread and got a response. She is apparently from new Zealand which is pretty far but im gonna see whats what. >.> Kinda nervous tbh MO was kinda my first attempt at dating sites i havent actually tried anything else. So like brand new experience pretty much. Always been anxious at trying a new dating site because im really bad at hitting on people

A lecture on archeology and art held on Nov.1. It seems interesting, I am going to go to that museum to listen to it.. I confess taking part in such activities is my one of boring ways to kill time..I wonder if that professor will talk in mandarin..

I confess I'm taking my cosplay of Alastor so seriously, but I'm having a blast doing so. Plus it'll give me an opportunity to bust out my dad jokes! What do you call a clock that's on a belt? A waist of time! :D

I confess I'm very afraid right now. It's been a while my boyfriend went offline and doesn't come online again.. even when I tried to call him, he didn't pick up - that concerns me alot. His last words was that he were sleepy... it reminds me badly on a rough time where I had a similar last talk with an exboyfriend, because days later I got a call by one oh his best friends who was delivering the envelope to me that he went undergo to the psychiatry. The reason was overhelmed by studying and got a psychosis because of it. Right now I'm fucking scared it could be the same... I don't know what I shall do, I'm feeling helpless. That old happening fucks my mind.

I bought this instant noodle to challenge myself(also because two contacts of mine have mentioned their experience in having this noodle to me, that evoked my interest; One is fine with its taste and said that noodle isn’t as spicy as he expected, another person said that noodle is one of the things he fears in this world). It is said to be extremely spicy, I wonder how spicy it can be to me. http://i.imgur.com/CTTrTEU.jpg