Confessions

I may have an alcoholic propensity that I need to stop before it actually becomes an issue. It's the easy way out of life's stress... I'm not talking a ton of alcohol, but just feeling the need to have a buzz most nights is an issue and I know that can snow ball quick without even paying attention to it. It's not an issue brought up by others, it's more of an internal thought. Sometimes I wish there was a way to just feel "good" all the time. Know what mean?

Sometimes when I don't understand a joke online or I don't think it's funny I just tell them I have autism and I have a hard time with humor. Works often.

I confess that I can't forget that one moment when I was seven when he went in for the hug and I went for the high five... I still cringe now aaaaaaa. (￣ヘ￣)