Confessions

kid, i skim what you say because its always one big rambling block of text thats often is hard to decipher with some things you say i have a reading disability, so its hard for my to concentrate enough to read normally, but its extra difficult with how you type i use so many spaces for a reason, because its easier for me to read how did i run from anything in the past? and im not even running from this xD i just dont want to interact with someone i deem isnt a good person iv disliked you in the pasted napalm, but ill still talk to you same with yass, wev both head butted many times in the past but kid is different hes unpredictable, and i think im best just not being around a ticky time bomb

well shit my dude, we can still be friends if your a fan of memes send some my way, always happy to have a chuckle

Came to get pee pee sucked left with my retinas burned in my skull from reading long posts. 1 and a half stars on Yelp. Terrible service and no tables.

i think kid being so angry at me for just not talking to him reinforced why i should stay away from him your gasoline and im fire im a fiery hothead and your easily triggered and when you go off its a mess (a mess ill admit i contributed too)

That's a mixed bag honestly. That is one way of dealing with it but also that's what's called avoiding dealing with it. It's not natural to throw away everything after such a long period because of one small comment so that's called avoidance even though it's also technically a way to deal with things but that doesn't mean it's the healthy way to deal with things. You're also so obsessed with obligation. You seemed to have to mention the word obligation every time and I'm not sure if you've noticed that. Nobody here is obligated for anything, that has been mentioned to you like five times already. You're not doing it as peacefully as you think. The other day when we were talking about Naruto it was obvious to everyone that you were ignoring me but you even specified at one point that you were talking to audio I believe instead of me. Nobody would have mixed that up so it's not as clear-cut and peaceful as you seem to feel that it is. You were specifically and publicly ignoring me at that moment more so than ever before. Even Napalm has pointed out that there's no point in inviting me to talk with you privately if you don't intend to try to meet in the middle. People handle breakups differently. Some people don't like to talk about it at others but other people do, I think that wasn't your first break up or rather even your first relationship but it was mine so I didn't know what the fuck to do or how the fuck to handle it and I wasn't given the option of whether I could talk to other people are not, I was told I did not have that option. Things were different for me than they are for you, you have the option you had the option I mean and you made your choice but I was told not to have the option but I still needed the support. You also had your relationship and probably like I said not even your first one way before I ever have so these are completely new experiences for me or they were rather. It's completely expected that I would not handle it well under those conditions. I still fucked up but it's not unexpected that I did you've known me for so long, if you didn't want someone unpredictable then you should have ended the Friendship long ago but at the same time a lot of people here say unpredictable as hell. You're not a bad person for wanting this but just like the rest of this neither of us have handled it well or the way it should have been.

@lamby my mom is a alcoholic my step dad is a psychopath or has early stage dementia all my friends are tearing each other apart I have a dead end job that pays horrible that I'm trying to escape but it's my only source of income atm and a huge debt I'm trying to clear and I don't have a lot friends here and I'm scared of being alone trying to make the most of it but now I just feel like it's too much to handle

Snake I think where you went wrong was coming to my home with the idea of getting your PP sucked. I think that was the first wrong stop

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