Confessions

Hi people, dunno where to ask this, I must confess, but is there another discord MO chat that some of you may know about?

I confess that I am depressed as hell. Feeling like my life is a loss. Just another shadow in the background no one notices. Idk what to do anymore. I want to just keep focusing on my future like I have been, but it hurts knowing no one really ever needed me nor wanted me.

Snake, Says who?

No one has mentioned it. That's the problem. On here I talk to you guys, but irl I am just that weirdo no one likes talking to apparently. If I disappeared no one would notice. Even if they did they will move on after a day and forget about me.

Snake, we're more alike than you think. Well, except, you've actually been trying to find a career before you're thirty... Also, I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure your family deeply cares for you and there's a very high chance of atleast one other person who'd be deeply saddened if something were to happen. However, if you're truly having issues, there are hotlines to call, but more probable, I'd seek out a professional to help you sort out your thoughts. I used to think my death would amount to nothing, was even on medication (Probably should still be...meh...Winging it and I don't recommend that.), I was even about to commit suicide at the age of eighteen. Know what stopped Me? Hope. Sometimes that's all we have, hope for a better tomorrow and a better self.

Yaasshat I wish I could hang out with all of you irl. It make me feel happy all the time knowing you guys would always want to hang or talk with me. My family really does care for me deeply. I don't want to ever make them sad over me. The true part is that I really do have only that 4 or 5 family members that care. My mom, brother, grandma, dad, and sister. That's it.

Sounds rich in love to me. Numbers shouldn't matter. Besides snake, *pinches cheeks* don't forget what i told you. Self worth shouldn't be measured on what people think of you. Especially ones who don't care. If that was to happen more than 90% if us woukd be deemed worthless. As a Christian i believe God's opinion beats them all. As well as tge ones who do care. Yourself included dude.

*Pushes together* Now kiiiiiiiiissssssss. ;)

Ew?Ew? Huh... I JOKED, not snake. It's a tactic to lighten the mood... Could be serious right now, might not. However, the message remains.