Confessions

I just got a job doing what I did in my previous job, only it pays better, its climate controlled, and all the obnoxious and insufferable parts are automated so I don't have to do them anymore. But I confess that nobody ever told me what days I worked yet... And I just got back from my first day. http://i0.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/001/005/003/2ba.gif

I confess i think shy girls are cute af. Today this one girl got called out to go infront of the class and say a few words and her face instantly turned red, she couldnt even talk without messing up and kept looking down. I just found it adorable when the teacher told her to do a dab and she was like "i dont know how" and ran to her seat

so i liked this girl and simultaneously i got sick after realizing she was an extrovert, i suddenly disliked her. i dont feel sick anymore. coincidence? i think not. i have a theory on the way my life works. i was not born to like people or form relationships. therefore if i do like people or something of the sort i get sick as for it is an error in my being. and when i stop i no longer feel sick. all of that is bs.