Confessions

Thanks Ennis ^_^ *psycho girls high five*

Mango, the best advise I can offer is to just set a goal to get out from under your parents and brainstorm how you can accomplish that....what steps to take, how long (realistically) it would take to execute them, and most important, Take It One Day At a Time. That's all you can do. if you are stuck with them a year or two more because of college, wait it out. You can do this.

I confess that im an idiot. And i know no one cares, I put myself down a lot. I dont care. I confess to feeling alone. more so then normal. I feel restricted, like i shouldnt talk to anyone about how i feel, because why does it matter, im the bad guy. It's been like this for me for so long im getting used to it. Having no one by my side or have my back. This is why i thirst for loyalty. Even from one friend. But I dont get that, the reality is no one really cares about what i feel and think. They pity me but never care to understand. My confession. My endless depression. Of always being alone.