Confessions

Sometimes when I can't pay attention and miss what someone says I try to nod along like I'm still following. It rarely works.

I always murmur die die die when me and my mom fights or she tells bad things to me that it hurt so much. Ikr i am mean can't help it, then idk just like that. I cry a lot alone, feel depress most of the time. I hate my college friends cause they are so annoying who always talk about cute boys. I am bisexual Real friends for me is so hard to find I kneel to my bf for him to love me back, Haha damn '' so pity XD

If I tattoo a client and they dont react well to the pain, I talk a good deal of smack when they leave. Even more if they don't tip

I used to be a massive troll when I was in college. Me and my buddies used to go into chat rooms to stir up anger and hate. We used to play isketch, which was like online pictionary and we'd just draw penises, and other obscene stuff and hardcore cheat and piss people off like crazy, until Wed get banned. We also started playing Lineage (an old school mmorpg) with the sole purpose of going around and ganging up on all the noobs and messing with people. Lol, man I was a jerk!

^^^^ A friend and me did that when we were in middle school. But not just online. We used to go to play grounds and annoy the kids there by occupying the swings for ages and making fun of them. Looking back I wonder who the actual kids were.

Okay, I admit it- I think about sex a lot! I used to be invited over to other people's home and I would masturbate there at some point once I was adjusted. Not just the bathroom- basements, living rooms, dining rooms- I don't care. Now I'm not invited over my friends' houses because they know my secret.