Why are you single?

I'm just bad at communicating, really. Along with social anxiety.

Well if you weren't so Billy-Goat Gruff then maybe people would warm up to ya! http://i.imgur.com/wr6gwEu.jpg

For me as of rn I would say because the right one hasn't come around yet. Shouldn't really be seeking it out. If your energies just mix well then it will immediately feel right. For rn working on myself and becoming the most successful version of myself is my goal.

Because what's not to love about Kraft White American Singles? https://images.halloweencostumes.com/products/72966/1-1/kraft-singles-adult-costume.jpg We have no artificial sweeteners or preserves. Meaning we wouldn't lie to you about what makes us unique from the rest on the block!

I don't like or want to go into details, but I have immense trust issues due to the abuse in my life. My first 'romantic' relationship was from a narcissistic abusive 'nice guy'(before I knew what a nice guy was). I was an innocent, naïve Irish Catholic girl... so I was an easy target despite being physically stronger than him... the next person I gave a chance was pretty average. Weaponized incompetence, selfish, thoughtless, lazy, and had little empathy over the things I've gone through. Especially when I was losing my career right before his eyes, he only cared about how it affected him. With all that trauma and the trauma I'm still in... and the war related PTSD, etc. I'm everyone's emotional support and the doer of things to the extent that even when I was severely ill with Covid, I still had to work. Yet I make so little money I'm stuck where I'm at. So the TLDR is I have too much trauma and am not in a good place mentally, physically, or financially in my life to burden someone with all of it.