What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

Maybe my attitude towards little or silly things/ issues/ arguements. Like, I'll just ignore stupid crap that I feel aren't worth all the "what ifs" I can understand that It may come across as insensitive, I don't mean for it to be T_T Maybe too work driven, defo in last few years, making sure I get to do I love. Although I've eased up on it recently and hope to do so more.

My family's thoughts on each women I face are usually doubts. If someone they like for me to date shows up, I feel the opposite.

I am taken right now but in general, I am demisexual. Yes, I do see certain females as attractive but it is not related in me starting a bond or have sexual attraction. I do have certain barriers in my life which do limit me from hooking up with strangers. I am mainly interested in the real deal and if I dated someone it was to get into a real relationship and not to just have fun and waste peoples time and money.

I'm fickle as a midsummer breeze! Never pinned down, fluttering like a social butterfly flirting dangerously close to the flaming heat of another's white-hot passion. If I let you see a side of me that's truly personal, cherish that moment because I may never show it twice. Also, don't take it personal if I'm simply having fun playing coy, teehee!

I am very shy and don't talk much until I get to know the person.... but we have to talk for me to get to know you. Contradictory. Also, I get distracted way too easily to hold a normal conversation, unless the person can somehow follow along.