Why Highschool Sucks (Or doesn't suck)

I thought high school in the US was alright. Middle school was awful, though. Seems everyone got all their clique-iness and malice out of their systems before high school.

Highschool was the best time of my life, work and university is boring and people go their own ways In highschool you stick with your buds daily for funny banter and roasts, doesnt happen often at university or work unfortunately

^ Pretty much, I actually do miss my high school days. At my university though there's quite a lot of that going on but I guess that's because I generally tend to initiate that kind of stuff.

I suppose its partly my fault for not initiating things because i am quite introverted, but most people ive met from university are also pretty introverted. When classes finish everyone goes their own way, thats what I get for doing an IT degree

was bullied/had no friends/couldn't make friends in year 1-3 in high school (and the 2 years before that), made friends in 4th year, failed that year, had to do it over but my friends all passed, didn't really see them much anymore, tried to make new friends, got a girlfriend, girlfriend started ignoring me 2 months into the relationship, after 6 weeks of being ignored she decided to break up with me while i was still in my own little bubble of naïvety thinking I was at fault, tried to make new friends, new friends in year 5 always excluded me from 80-90% of what they did, and now we're here. heart still starts beating heavily when i tell the story and i don't know why. i feel like i've already moved on when i think about it, and then when i tell the story my heart starts beating and i feel the need to cry. luckily this is the shortened down version, so i don't. i don't know what it is, and i don't really have an interest to pursue it. i honestly prefer, however edgy it may sound/seem, to just not feel those emotions and move on. high school had it's ups and downs, but mostly downs and hardly any ups, i'm going to a party tomorrow, i hope i get drunk enough to tell my crush. because fuck it, what do i have to lose -,- true happiness is only found when you are lucky. or maybe not. maybe i was just unlucky with a couple of bad decisions. who knows. i do not want to try anymore, i do not want to be let down anymore, i have found true happiness once or twice, which is honestly so much fun and it's such a great experience, but the feeling of being left out and being hurt just sucks too much. so i will not wager that again, i can see now how people end up lonely. fuck high school and everything that comes with it. i hope i can become a good teacher and mentor for high schoolers in the future, so they won't have to go through what i went through. lol xd ok bye cya in another week when i post something edgy lolo

high school definitely sucks. 100%. i am looking forward to adulthood, as opposed to 3-4 months ago. fuck high school. adulthood rocks.