Life....Happens....

And it sucks, so my parents who raised me and treated me as their own and never looked back, well I went to see them to get together for my birthday last wednesday. My dad didn't remember a lot of what happened in my life with them. Yes he remembers me....Although for how long? Like it breaks my heart to watch the man I call my Dad have this much damage being done to his brain to the point that the memories I have with him, now he can't even remember! ;-; This man made my knowledge of networking and computer science happen! Because of him I am able to be where I am today. It is just so disheartening. Though when I saw him forgetting the idea HE himself came up with that would change all of our lives and MANY, MANY others for the good. Breaks my heart. He doesn't remember anymore. Last time this year he was working at one of the most established companies as a boss as a SELF-TAUGHT IT professional, like thats how good he was with computers and now, he can't even work the simplest text messages on a phone he can't remember how to type even. ;-; I am having the HARDEST time with this. I really am! I know it's the circle of life and all, like I said, LIFE happens....and it sucks....fucking disease infested asshole....sorry thats the best analogy i could come up with....because thats how bad it can suck sometimes.

I'm sorry to hear about your dad, you don't have to talk about it if you don't want, but, what does he have? Is it Dementia or Alzheimer's specifically? Maybe some other form of mental illness? I ask cause my grandma has dementia and each month/year she seems to decline in her memory. Either way, I'm wishing you and your family the best during this time. ❤️