Otaku Gamer Bean

when you realize this might be a forever thing and it scares the hell outta you, pleases you and makes you the happiest you have ever been ^-^, i love him more than i have ever loved anything, he is my ride-or-die i now know that. HE IS WHO I AM MEANT FOR! all the times he could have ended it, he didnt, he stayed because he is a man not a boy, he works on problems and doesnt run away from them. which is the most amazing thing in the world! like who would have thought this could be a thing, like and he is the BEST sex ive ever had in my life, like AH-may-zing sex like no joke...i thought i had had good sex before, this man makes me feel things i have never thought i could, like complete trust. like i never thought i could trust a male. like any male! ^-^ then here he comes waltzing into my life like the angel hes named after and then he and i make love on christmas eve and he and i are just amazing together, everytime i think of him i smile, feel stuff inside my heart, my chest, my stomach, my mind, my legs get weak, my heart starts to race my breathing starts to become eratic and stuff. this is only when i think of him...when hes here its a WHOLE nother story....he doesnt realize what he does to me and he doesnt get it, but baby boi you have my heart and soul. hes got me wrapped around his finger! he has given me so many firsts its amazing. he is legit the most amazing love i have ever had, and he is so enchanting and charming *_*....i love him so much!!