20 Questions

1. Do you experience existential dread? Hahahahaha. Perpetually. ------------------------------------------ 2. If you do, how do you work through it? If not, how do you help a friend who does? I am able to reassure others with grounding techniques and using simple logic to reassure them. With myself? No thanks to one of my serious mental illnesses, it is a true battle to wake up and not feel like my existence is meaningless and woefully so. ----------------------------------------- 3. What are your fears/phobias? I fear failure. I'm such an insufferable perfectionist that I really punish myself for any slight mistake on anything. Especially so with bigger things. I need to do this right or we'll be stuck here... it's all riding on me doing this correctly. So I cannot fail. I must refuse to fail. ;u; ----------------------------- 4. Who is your favorite maid(anime or live actions)? Eeeee, Ayuzawa Misaki is my favorite too! ----------------------------- 5. Do uneven numbers bother you? The seven lucky gods to not, but the others do. But I'm not really truly bothered by it. ---------------------------------- 6. When was the last time you changed your opinion on something important to you? I do this regularly to keep myself honest. Part of this is perfectionism and part of it is genuinely wanting to do the right thing, even if that means letting go of something important to me...

1. How have you been feeling lately? Alive. 2. Are you usually restless? Possibly. 3. Are you excited for spring? I'm already experiencing spring all this week. 4. Do you think you have realistic expectations for a partner? Yes 5. Do you ever reflect on your own actions? Nope 6. What is the best way to eat a potato? Every way is the best way.

More questions: 1. When is your taco day? 2. What's a random fact you know that you wish more people knew? 3. Has anyone ever asked if your cat/dog is doing well? 4. Do you think women should be able to choose how to live their own lives? 5. How spicy do you like your food?

1. It would be on a Tuesday...or any day for that matter (I love tacos!) But my family don't eat tacos much anymore 2. How much I truly love them 3. No, cause I don't have a cat/dog. Even if I did I wouldn't care if they did or didn't XD 4. I could go on specifics for this one...but I'll just leave it at yes lol 5. Yes

1. When is your taco day? Every day has the possibility to be a taco day, even a chance to be a white people taco night kind of day. 2. What's a random fact you know that you wish more people knew? The king of hearts is the only one who can't grow a mustache, so he stabs himself in the head. It's also due to his axe head disappearing or something... I forgot, but yeah there is that. 3. Has anyone ever asked if your cat/dog is doing well? All the time. 4. Do you think women should be able to choose how to live their own lives? No I do not think women should choose, I know they should choose their own path like anyone else. Ha gotcha thinking I was sexist. 5. How spicy do you like your food? Yupperoni.

1. When is your taco day? - Never had tacos before. Taco Bell is going to open its first location here sometime this year. I'll decide taco day after that. 2. What's a random fact you know that you wish more people knew? - Beauty doesn't last forever but kindness does 3. Has anyone ever asked if your cat/dog is doing well? - Yes 4. Do you think women should be able to choose how to live their own lives? - Why shouldn't they? 5. How spicy do you like your food? - Mildly

More questions: 1. When is your taco day? Wednesdays, actually. Sometimes it's burrito day or enchiladas. It's the best way to utilize the meat from steak night, when we can afford it. 2. What's a random fact you know that you wish more people knew? That we have unconscious biases we need to keep in check otherwise we'll perpetuate the cycle of suffering. 3. Has anyone ever asked if your cat/dog is doing well? Yes. And I regularly ask them if I know they have a pet. Because people love talking about their pets. 4. Do you think women should be able to choose how to live their own lives? Being from a situation where there are many people who think women are barely human, I am a ferocious defender and fighter for the right to be seen human in equality to men. 5. How spicy do you like your food? Habanero level is the highest I can go. But I'd never eat just plain pepper. The point of spicy is to add layers of flavor, not to cause 2nd degree burns in your guts.

1. Whatever whenever. 2. I kinda just stopped caring how I'm viewed positive or negative. So I don't really know how to answer that. 3. Yes, and no, I have never owned one. 4. Damn straight! Humanize her, bro! 5. I actually hate the taste of peppers more than I dislike the burning effect, so never been a fan of most food that markets itself as ultra spicy. On the other hand, No Name Pub in Key West has the best damn spicy wings I've ever tasted. More of that, please.

1. What is your favorite color? Red. But colors are fun in general, especially experimenting with combinations. I really liked purple+yellow for a while. 2. What music is on your playlist right now? I am currently listening through Gorillaz' discography again. I enjoy a big spectrum of music tho. 3. What anime/manga have you been reading/watching lately? I watched Bocchi about half way with some friends. 4. What languages do you speak? German and English. I am more fluent in English at this point tho, which might be slightly concerning. 5. What job do you have? I am a graphics designer. However, with me recently picking up drawing, I would like to become an illustrator in the near future. 16. What is your ideal first date like? No clue. My favourite one so far was when my ex and I ironically watched a sword art online movie in cinema. We spontaneously went at night after having dinner. Was really, cozy, laid-back and fun. 19. Are you a workaholic or a sofa surfer? Couch surfer for sure. Only time I am a workaholic is with obsessions.

Some more questions as I stave off the wall of tired. 1. Do you have a sleep routine? 2. How often do you sleep? 3. Do you remember your dreams? 4. Have you ever had a lucid nightmare? 5. What was the strangest dream you're willing to admit you've had?