Mommy’s Random Thoughts

my point is that whatever you do, you will still live in poverty. poverty that is caused by the greed of others. if you wanted to live a good life, you would have to be greedy. because everyone else already is. however you are not allowed to. since in your position it would be a crime. hence you have to become a slave. and work your way up this so called "social ladder" that was put there to waste your life away. by slave, i do not mean someone that works for free. but rather someone that has no choice but to work. and all that to gain a few benefits to get by. and the only ways out of this hellhole is by either generations of "work" stacked upon each other to a point where your bloodline is able to leech off others to live a good life. or by "cheating" this unfair system. - which is however, guarded by violence (law enforcement). because acting outside the law, can be lethal. hence why "free will is cut by knife". this law is built in such a way to keep the rich people rich, and the poor people poor. and you are made to think that it is your own fault for being lazy, when the whole field you're in was already prepared and placed to be against you. i am sure your parents are doing everything they can to survive. but are you going to blame them for the situation you're in? their descendants, your descendants, and those who will come after them, will all be kept in poverty. unless one manages to strike it big, whether by accumulated hard work, luck, cheating, or "legal greed".

Basically just find a living where you're your own boss is what you're getting at and if so, I agree. But it's not for the faint of heart

TLDR: 1. what is our purpose? 2. Pick the life you want to life without regrets. 3. isn’t there more to it than just survival and basically only one way to life? 4.my dumbass asking for a sensei. 5. complains bout too much reading 6. ehm… slave of society, can’t win in life, Can’t cheat the system, thats why ppls are greedy. 7. another take on how to pick your poison. 8. TLDR and my opinion on how to pick your poison: do what you want to do and love

Back to the idea freedom of money and society (freedom of both means your own freedom). To archive freedom from money= write out everything you want to own ever. Rethink Bout why you want it and ask yourself if you need to own said thing (house/car/ship whatever you like etc.) think if its enuff to only rent it.plan on compensating on those goals. See you wanna own a boat… but do you really need said boat if you only take it out 1 time per month? Better rent it… this kinda thing… Set the goal on how to get and archive those goals (we can go over this later… if interested…) 2. freedom from society… step 1: category: family, love,close friends/friend, society itself…. Wage each one differently. Step 2 focus in archiving the most weighted ones since thats what you really care bout, take out the rest you don’t need it to be happy. Step 3 do not listen to my stupid ass since this is my opinion and knowledge i have accumulated and this is my way to approach life. It will make me happy since its my goals not yours. Tho you may take this blueprint to build your own.

(3:21 AM June 4th) Why do I feel like I wanna cry rn? XD I talk about one small, sad thing about myself and my eyes just wanna cry... if anyone often has bad thoughts about themselves (especially body wise) please know you are beautiful and at the end of the day it truly is what’s on the inside that counts. Love you babies <3