Mommy’s Random Thoughts

no. what a shame~

@kyros96 Are you the stranger of which I speak? Or are you curious and it’s answers you seek? Curious souls and an even more curious matter, for all you know I could be speaking chitter chatter ^^

(3:11 AM) Strange Poetic Stories~ I feel eyes all over me, I feel something watching me. The clock strikes three and I wake up with a shout, “I thought I was asleep?” And I start to doubt. What is so ominous about 3 AM it’s when the ghouls, ghosts and shadows come out to play and I feel eyes on me I wish they’d go away. The clock is still ticking and it’s still 3 o’clock and all of the sudden it’s as if time has stopped. I get out my chair and start pacing the floor, when I suddenly stop at the knock on my door. It was as if I was suddenly in a trance walking boldly and proudly up to the door and opening it wide I see a basket. Looking inside I see a note with an eye drawn on it and suddenly I feel a chill down my spine as I turn around and see eyes looking down from the walls, hearing strange whispers during it all. Suddenly I awaken in a strange bed doctors and nurses surrounded my head, all they do is stare and smile so wide you’d think their faces would crack and creak. Their skin starts peeling and I start to cry cause underneath their pale, dead flesh all I see is eyes.

@kyros96 Sometimes you never truly know others nor yourself. Depends on what you mean by “the same”, do you mean our inner beasts? The crazy that everyone tries to hide or the humanity that can be deep down inside?

we all eat, shit, mate. live for ourselves, think for ourselves, want things for our own good. inherently greedy as we are. naive and dumb we also are. but this world.. i do not know. we can't be ourselves and lead good lives. into slavery we dive. families first fall apart, on a lonely way they soon depart. those who're weak will fade away, and the strong are led astray. pick your poison in this life, for free will is cut by knife.

@kyros96 oh~ how I do get your point but sometimes “ourselves” is not who we should be especially when as you said in our hearts is greed and what about the people who’s “self” is cruel and vile? Sometimes it’s not others who forge our chains but we ourselves, causing ourselves our own personal hell and the problem from others come from the company we take which is why we should be cautious of what friends we truly make. I do still agree it can be others that help with the chains BUT sometimes we need to stand up and take the blame for ourselves for forming and causing our own personal hell. Those who are weak sometimes are the strongest and those who were fierce sometimes are the weakest, it all depends on the morals and the heart of person... although people can change in a moment. I guess since you asked the poison I choose is one that can be hard to show in the face of hate, cursing and slander the poison I choose is love