Mommy’s Random Thoughts

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=68vZX2uUKKA&pp=0gcJCfwAo7VqN5tD I'll keep this short and cliche... If you can't be happy with yourself, how can you make others happy? Truly happy. You are enough. You are imperfectly perfect. You are fallible. You are human. There's always room to improve and that's perfectly fine.

(2:36 PM Sun.) I'm sorry that I've been neglecting you precious people. I haven't told everyone I loved them in what seems like forever...so, I love you all soooooo much! I didn't feel like posting much because I was struggling personally (I even thought of leaving here), but I'm doing better now. ❤️

(4:40 PM Fri.) I made a delivery for FB Marketplace with my two older sisters today. The man I made a delivery to said he wanted to get to know me better because my personality seems really nice...but we only talked to each other yesterday, and that was for discussion about his address and where to meet him outside. I know I'm not obligated to a strangers time...but I honestly feel bad whenever I reject somebody, and it's worse because I know feeling bad about it is ridiculous lol, yet I feel it somewhere inside anyway. Luckily, he didn't turn into a 'nice' guy about it and start insulting me (it's happened before lol) when I politely said no.

(12:57 AM Mon.) I'm sorry if I don't reply to messages as quickly as I usually do, my energy is very limited and it's a task to do the most basic things when you haven't eaten in nine days lol (I'm fine. It was purposeful so don't worry about it). I practically get spineless from not eating and it's hard to stand for long, but I survived! XD

(6:38 PM Thu.) Stats on my writing/interaction with my stories: User Subscriptions: 126 Likes/Hearts: 8,584 Comment Threads: 447 Bookmarks: 2,967 Subscriptions: 2,234 Word Count (for multi-chapter fics and one shots): 326,812———————————————— Hits/Views: 167,992—————————————————————Can't believe that I'd ever write that many words lol.

(1:59 PM Tue.) I thought I'd come to share a little something that happened today with my mom (it's a good thing), just because good things are great to share. So, a couple days ago, my sisters and I were sitting in the car in our backyard, talking about how our teeth would change under our pillows when we were younger and how amazed our one sister was when while our mother was gone, she somehow managed to change the tooth when everyone was sitting upstairs and they were on the phone talking together. I ended up bringing up a time my tooth never changed once when I was still pretty small, even after I placed it under my pillow for three days in a row. My second eldest sister felt bad for 'baby' me and decided that once we were inside, that she'd tell our mom that my tooth never changed (our mom probably couldn't afford to at the time, which is fine). Our mom though, loving her job as a mother, took this as the highest offense and apologized for causing me 'trauma'. Fast forward to today: August 5th, 2025 at 1:41 PM (when I wrote this); where I have a cat themed thank you card with a letter of thanks written by our mom to me for not being bitter towards her for her 'error' and letting me know I am loved (despite said 'error'). A $15 gift card for Wegmans, a $20 gift card for Chipotle, a mixed bag of M&M's, four bags of spicy chips (my favorite kind), pizza shaped playing cards, a tooth themed charm for my charm bracelet (that came in the card) and an oversized yellow sweatshirt (my favorite size and color) just for me. ❤️

(11:26 PM Tue.) Started my own personal Discord server at the request of my readers online who wanted to talk to me outside of the comment sections for my stories, and they've all been so amazing to me thus far! I truly appreciate their support and kindness to me outside of them just being precious readers in my comment section, they've even gone so far as to say I'm building a 'cult' because of how many Treasures (what I call the readers and story subscribers) I'm collecting (in a nice way) so far lol. We've had some babies join the Discord server (they're babies cause they are still teens *older teens, but still* and younger than me) and, for some reason, I feel indescribably smug at how one of the baby Treasures (who I've only known two days now) has already referred to me as mama when saying goodnight to me *insert crying face here*. She's very cute, sweet, loves snake facts and has autism, and she's a baby (my baby)! I didn't start the server to become an online mom again...but the chat decided I'm the mother figure on it lol, but I've also gained another older sister on their, so at least I'm not just a mom! Cause I swear I didn't mean to have anyone referring to me as a mother in Discord lol. ❤️