Mommy’s Random Thoughts

(1:16 AM Tue.) I caught my baby brother's sickness two days ago and have been sleeping it off all day on Monday. But, for some reason, in my sickness induced sleep my brain decided to make me dream about some of us here on MO meeting at a park. We didn't come as ourselves, but we were our pfp's for some reason XD (if your pfp is you then you're lucky). Someone made me a meatball sub to eat and it tasted so delicious. I was disappointed when I woke up and didn't actually have that meatball sub with me XD, it was extra cheesy as well!

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=09LTT0xwdfw Had to. ;P

(5:34 AM Thu.) Just finished writing for the 17th chapter of an ongoing story I have online. It took me 2-3 months to get it out due to my forgetfulness and laziness *insert crying emoji here*, I had it saved in my drafts since April (that's clown behavior folks). My readers are so kind and patient with me though whenever I post again. I was worried at first because I was afraid this chapter was too short, but as I got into it (as usual) I kept writing and writing and writing and next thing I know I have...who knows how many words for the chapter? I'm not counting lol. But the total word count for my story is at 46,960! Yay for me! I suck up the comments though like a sponge, I adore replying to everyone and anyone when I can and worry I talk their ear off instead XD. They are super kind to me though and I'm sure indulge my needless rambling UwU

(12:30 AM Fri.) Just finished up my mom's Mother's Day card. I have been making her cards since I was 6-8 and not once has my art (or handwriting) gotten any better XD. I always wish I could do more for her as she deserves it...but it is from the heart so that's what counts most here, especially to our mom lol. She has a box full of all me and my siblings handmade cards for her, both for Mother's Day and her birthday, from over the years. So I know no matter what I think of the card, she'll see an art piece that belongs in a museum XD. Well, time to go fill empty spaces with hearts as I have done since I was able to make her cards ❤️

(7:59 PM Mon.) I have been collecting these pictures ever since me and my baby brother's birthday this year. My mom brought these two home for me and I can't wait to show you all the family tree I'm planning to make with these gorgeous pictures XD. I have 15 in total now and they all have names, I also plan on making up back stories for each cat as well! ^^ The top cat is a fashion designer and her name is Purrudance Miraclaw (I forgot to mention ALL the cats in my pictures are named after cat-puns) and the bottom three cats are The Aristocats. Their individual names, starting from left to right, are: Clawdio Catnap, Hisston Catering and Pawdmore Purrkinson II

(1:17 AM Sun.) My baby brother can be so smooth (and sweet/adorable) at the most random and unprompted moments. I'm cleaning up the dishes as it's my day to do them on Saturdays, but I'm minding my own business while washing a glass container, talking to myself and singing as I do when I do dishes. My baby brother suddenly appears next to me with a charming smile on his little face, black Sharpie marker held in his right hand and slightly leans forward to say: "Mind giving me an autograph?" I genuinely start laughing and tell him (remind him) that I'm not famous, but he just laughed at me and hugged me, then proceeded to tell me, "It doesn't matter. Cause I'm your biggest fan." My heart: (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) But seriously, I have been really mean to myself lately and stressing myself out. It can be hard when some days you aren't your own fan...but I'm glad I have other people in my life to remind me I am special and that even in my worst moments I am worthy of receiving kindness and love. Same goes to all you lovelies here, mama/Wei Ying here is YOUR biggest fan. And I hope you all know you deserve kindness, not just from others, but from yourself first and foremost. One thing you'll always have in life is yourself, so we should try our best to give that same love we may want from others to ourselves first. Even if some of you may be in a dark space rn, as my baby brother said, THAT DOESN'T MATTER! Nothing you've done, did or will do will NEVER and I mean NEVER make you unworthy of love to me. You all are beautiful and uniquely and wonderfully made, I only hope you all can see that for yourselves (everyday really) in your worst moments. ❤️

(11:25 PM Mon.) Our parents took my siblings, grandma and I out for a surprise today. We went to the movie theater to see the re-release of the very first Muppets movie! It was a fun movie and we enjoyed Kermit's song- https://youtu.be/WS3Lkc6Gzlk?si=XEkFfMkhY8Ki8Hcs and me and my twin enjoyed (quietly) singing Kermit and Fozzie the Bear's song. https://youtu.be/MqP1lsPVnXE?si=YM-Ih0PcB4fEq5Pn We had fun laughing at the movie and our dad had fun nodding off while watching it as well, he found the back of his eyelids more entertaining I guess sksksk, needless to say, we had lots of fun laughing and teasing him for it lol (all in good fun though). When we were heading out the theater our dad gathered my sisters and I together and we skipped down the hallway singing/chanting "lions and tigers and bears, oh my!" That was really fun ^^. Then we ate Chick-fil-A for dinner and had fun screaming songs together in the car while driving back home, what a fun day!