Weird dreams

Woke up from a terrible dream that I pray wasn't a premonition. One of those nightmares that actually had me crying. Only time will tell if it comes to pass, but hopefully it won't be anytime soon.

I just had a dream me and my gf was at the military basic training of the future. I was conducting land navigation and firing drills. Till we got to this huge military relay obstacle course. I was really excited to shoot the target and dive into the water to show off to my gf. I was practicing with a broken bee bee gun aiming down sight. Until some dude took my gun and I had to tell him it was broken and a bee bee gun. They give us the real gun when the relay start he gave it back and started fake shooting with his hands making fun of me then I laughed and woke up... Damn I was gonna fuck that target up.

Me and this guy got into a fight but our punch wouldn't hurt each other face. We were both overpowered. I knew I had more power left but the guy didn't know anything bout his power. At that point I woke up cause I knew I lost. Because the more nonchalant you are the more powerful you is. I was not bout to take a L lol.

I'm happy that I sometimes spread the gospel in my dreams while ducking a cold world. Because dreams show what's really in your psyche. They show you what you really like without the chains. Just instinct. I'm happy my instinct is to fight in a world I don't recognize sometimes. Anyway, I was on the verge of getting raped in my dream last night. And, I finally understand how violating, powerless, and disgusting it feels. I recently gave someone on tiktok 200$ cause they said they want to give up on life and God because they are having financial trouble and they was raped as a child by there parents and just had a terrible life overall. I thought maybe they are milking it but gave anyway. Later I had that dream now I can kinda feel what they went through if only a bit. Rape is terrible traumatic event and I feel sorry for people that have been through that.

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I just had a dream about my narcissist collapse from 2019. I now realize how much of a miracle by God it was. Because most narcissists can't see or have awareness. But, somehow I woke up. Me... I'm so thankful Glory be to God. I could be on autopilot rn but I'm not it's a miracle. I could not have been a person of God or a person at all. My fate could of been one shrouded in darkness never knowing why I am the way I am. But God said let there be light and I saw and there was awareness. That dream made me thankful for God mercy and favor on my life because what was I before... What is a narcissist? It's a cold fate but I can see so I can fight. https://media.tenor.com/x3QlZHtT4XsAAAAM/icansee-glasses.gif I'm so thankful I can see and that I escaped the inescapable fate of never knowing yourself. On the day of my collapse my real self arose glory be to God in that moment I knew myself where I did not before and I had awareness it's such a miracle I didn't realize how many people never wake up it's a miracle. Thank you Jesus I wasn't thankful enough. Ephesians 5:8: "For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light".

Am I the only one who constantly has dreams about engorging themselves at public buffets to save money? Hotel events. Weddings. Breaking into a restaurant. business trips. Doesn't matter.

I had one of those dreams that something was hunting me, so I built some home alone traps, and they worked way too well. The thing impaled itself and got lit on fire, then died. So I decided to hold a burial and funeral rites for it. I just wanted to have some fun. I didn't mean for it to die.