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I decided to come out of the closet.

swadian

I decided to stop hiding after so much time, there's lots of reasons for me to have kept myself hidden but now they are kind of irrelevant.

I wasn't planning to come out to be honest, however, some individuals seem to have started to try to blackmail me for some reason (got pics as proof) and this was causing me anxiety that I honestly don't need on my life right now.

I'm an old user from this site called Ed, used to be here probably since 2014 until a major fallout around the first quarter of 2019.

The details of what lead to the witchhunt are basically, lots of things I did as a teen, mistakes, well, people couldn't forget/forgive about them even 4 years later, even if I developed differently as an individual, then things got more complicated when rumors (that none of the pursuers cared to consult with me about what was true and fake) were being spread on discord servers, specially Drama Heaven Friendlys Server, things escalated, rumors gave birth to messed up theories and ideas (that I was a transgender seducing males for money) that mostly had to do with me being an asshole (me threatening with suicide a girl so that she would date me) and many many many bullcrap of many kind that people shaped as they thought convenient.

Now, that's on the past, I have already forgiven all the people involved in it and also have accepted the proportional blame that belongs to me rightfully, things that I fully messed up and are on me.

It's been years now since all the old drama, let's get it over with, please? And make up folks? I'm very willing to clear any misunderstandings of any kind, type, rumors, stories you've heard and so on, I'll confirm 100% truthfully what I know, what I did and what I didn't.

As one last thing, why did I asked to be banned?

Because I wanted to start over, I'm not even 10% close nowadays, to the individual I was 5-6 years ago, this persona that you know as Shoniya, this persona it's whom I am nowadays, my closest confidants and friendships can voucher for me since they have been seeing me grow over the years.

Despite my journey on self improvement and to anihilate most of my bad traits, this doesn't means I can get along with specific people, I acknowledge that not everyone is meant to get along with others, but we can at least be civil right? This is why, I extend again the invite to clear any misunderstandings and bitterness people might have towards me.

Best regards to everyone who read it this far.

Let us be friends once more people~

swadian

There's no way back now...

( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)

draig

I saw you around when you were Ed O:

knowledge
Yearn<Secure @knowledge commented on I decided to come out of the closet.
Yearn<Secure @knowledge
May 21, 20 at 9:07pm
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hakutaku

Welcome back. Share bobs and vegene.

swadian

Vroom Vroom @knowledge

It's a discord server actually, you can search for the link on the random chatter :p

charlie_swan

Is it bad I forgot what even happened here a year ago. I've been so active even that short a time feels like forever ago.

knowledge
Yearn<Secure @knowledge commented on I decided to come out of the closet.
Yearn<Secure @knowledge
May 21, 20 at 9:11pm
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charlie_swan

It's a good thing I was banned from there long before any of that was added.

swadian

Charlemagne (Audio) @charlie_swan

Some things are better to be left as such~

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