Mourning and my feelings...

Hey, the name's Eve and this is my first time losing someone very close to me. It's been really hard to accept my uncle is gone forever. It breaks my heart to see my family torn apart on his death. Some are even arguing between one another. My father is showing the same symptoms as my uncle 2 days before his death and I'm honestly scared. It's been so stressful with all this family issues and my mother keeps telling me to remain calm and not have an episode. I'm really scared for the future of my whole family and it's hard staying strong but I atleast have something to keep me going. I feel awful for what my uncle's family had to experience so I'm preparing an account for art commissions to make money to send to my uncle's family. They live in Ecuador and were already struggling with my uncle around providing. Now they have no income. I want to do everything I can to make sure they have a good life and possibly move to th US for a better oppurtunity and more family support. Tbh, I really wanna do everything I can to make sure they live a happy and healthy life.. Hah, I think I cheered myself up just thinking of supporting my family.

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