What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

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I'm an emotional needy guy but the hardest part about me to date for my gf I want to say is how I assume things at times overthinking haha I'm lucky to have someone like her who reassures me and unconditionally loves me ;3;

I get bored and anxious so it would be nice if she was a strong leader and had stuff planned out while still asking for my input. A lil.chaotic spin here n there is fine too.

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I have a very hard time expressing my feelings. I'm also autistic, so I don't always know what I'm feeling. I also don't often show the typical facial expressions or physical cues that are valued in a relationship like smiling, hugs, or looking happy. Sometimes I look completely disconnected despite feeling internally happy. This makes people feel confused or think they did something wrong. Sometimes I make the people I date feel lonely or unloved simply because I don't know how to, or can't, express my feelings promptly. Sometimes it takes me days to understand what I'm feeling and then get the courage or ability to say it or put it into writing.

I'm heavily friend oriented like I would rely on my friends more than my significant other so I don't cause too much trouble but in the end I make the significant other sound like a bad person