Vent

$150 for a set I only want half of. Of all the characters to pair with Kuja why did they choose Amarant? It should have been Zidane, but no they went Amarant! Good grief. For the $150 I'd much rather they had produced a Kai Arts version of Kuja like with Sephiroth. I'm greatly frustrated by the fact there are no Kai editions of Final Fantasy IX characters. Also what about airships? Can't Square commission some sort of drone style collectible airship? I swear this company is allergic to both great ideas and money!

Woke up with this overwhelming depression. Just because I rested for one day from going to the gym. Wtf is wrong with me?

Like seriously 6 days out of 7 I am on top of the world but one day out of the week I question if life is as amazing as people swear it is. To the point I force myself to get busy and stay busy to stay out of my head.

Amazing? Life? HAH! That's a good one. I see it differently tho. Like life itself is just fucking horrific, but it is in our hands to shape it into something new. Without our shaping, what are we besides walking meat chunks? Because the result is what counts, and is what lives in fame on the bookshelf. Sounds a like decently shitty outlook, but it's worked for me

@snakee_dubs It's normal to feel that way, but don't think of your rest days as being unproductive. Working out too much will end up counterproductive and hurt your body. So even though you have a rest day, maintaining your diet is still vital to your growth. You'll get through it, dood, you got this!

Some people are so fucking ungrateful. I was just trying to help. You sit here and bitch at me because you haven't slept? How tf is that my fucking fault? If you really wanted to sleep, you shouldn't have come here. Fuck you. I hope you get hit by a lightning, you piece of shit. I don't get paid enough to deal with ungrateful bastards like you.

This college biology class is gonna kick my ass. I have so much work to do. I cannot tell you how much i despise college, but i need this degree. It doesnt look like im gonna be in the military much longer, just failed to promote for the 3rd time. This year we had a 17% promotion rate 9k out of 52k people got promoted. Last year it was 9.7k of 45k next year it will be 8.5k out of 55k more than likely. What a time to be alive lol impending war, but gonna kick out some of the most qualified people based on a testing system rather than merit and accomplishments. GG imma get this degree and work for the government they can miss me with all this stress. Im also tired of these fitness tests, yeah it keeps me on shape but i cant be bothered to kill myself over a career ending test. The amount of anxiety i get right before testing. Feelings like every day i dont go out and exercise im fucking myself over. It gives me PTSD.

Year 1 of military promotion testing, miss promotion cutoff by 1.5 points, year two scored higher than previous year, miss cutoff by 10 points, year 3 score even higher than both previous years, miss it by 25 points. 300 eligible promotees in my career field, 43 promoted. 52k eligible promotees service wide, 9k promoted. Now, i cannot be the only person with a brain here. I have only a limited gathering of common sense and knowledge here. But if we need warfighters, and experience, enough to shake china at its core. Wouldnt prematurely separating a bunch of people make less sense? Yes everything comes down to dollar amount and how much we can spend. But when we leave billions in equipment in Afghanistan, then pour billions into ukraine for equipment, the same ampunt as the equipment we left in Afghanistan. Then cut the only people who know what they are doing because lets be honest jets and drones arent anything without people. They are the tool and we are the force that makes them deadly. Well you can kick people out and then just recall them if there is a war but by then people are 1.out of shape because they are no longer expected to be in shape. 2. Out of touch because they may be out of the service for who knows how long 3. Unmotivated because why would i willing get up to serve the same military that told me i wasnt good enough to keep and then send me on my way. But spineless politicing "leaders" wanna brown nose congress so they can keep their cushy 200k a year salary. 200k a year, literally 4 times what i get paid when i do 10× more work than they do. Take that shit out of their salary. Take all that shit out of their salary. Congress, the president, the governing officials they run this country into the ground when others suffer for their actions.