Vent

There is nothing I hate in the world more than receiving pity, whether it is warranted or not. For some reason though, there are people out there who welcome pity at every angle they can get it. Whenever it happens, The cringe is so hard, that i feel an overwhelming urge to puke. No Attention in the world is worth to throw away your self-respect.

How is it my fault? Why would you even say that? I hadn't seen her in over a year before it happened and now the blame is on me because i wasnt there for her? You were just a bad mom who couldnt control your daughter and it got her where she is now... Its not my fault is it? It's not cause i didnt care, but maybe its cause i didnt talk enough... maybe it is my fault, but its the responsibility of the parent too. You crazy druggie bitch.

All the crap we went through just for this really comes down to you distancing yourself over something as ridiculous as video games? We were everything in the beginning and now that we’re finally one you would rather keep your eyes glued to a screen? You say you have no reason to look at your phone but that is our only source of communication... I suppose as long as you’re comfortable nothing else matters.. Hm... At least YOU'RE happy.

i know im shit i know im a disappointment but when you talk to me like that it doesnt help

if your so nice to me it only makes me feel more like shit fuck you deserve better your kindness is wasted on me

Lamby, please excuse me for saying this, but I hate when people say things like that. Kindness is not wasted on anyone. There is a reason someone is being kind to you. To anyone. And you need to accept it and be grateful it is given. You never know when you may lose someone. So cherish what you get from anyone.