Vent

she even wears my hairstyle better than me ugh

Being the best at something is subjective to a group, and i know the feeling of kicking myself in the ass for not being the best at something i take pride in. i chased that dragon.

No one is the best at ANYTHING, there will always be someone who does things better. But, be happy with your best and strive for better. Compare yourself only to yourself. In so many ways I envy others and in so many others I'm only just coming to realize that I have it pretty good. I don't know the struggles of another, so it's pretty easy to look at what they're good at without realizing what they're not so good at. At the end of the day, it's me that I have to be happy with and though I don't have much talent, I've enough in areas to know I CAN make my self shine in time.

see, i know this is called Vent. but if i'd vent here, i'd insult anyone who's around here and anyone reading this. yes im still mad about that fight with vinyl. and i was contemplating so hard to choose between 2 and 9. i'm starting to think i can't win anything related with RNG.

https://66.media.tumblr.com/8837315700592e130cb8196ae5303926/tumblr_p0ieqoBEKy1wu864go1_1280.gifv sometimes I think about leaving without saying a word