Confessions

I confess that some days, when I am not that busy, I sit and am happy to finally work... because I keep getting interference when I try to work on a regular basis.

I also confess that I am wearing glasses for the first time in my life. It is kinda scary. I used to think my vision was pretty good before, but now it's like I just switched from SD to HD! How in the world did I go my whole life without proper vision I'll never know.

I confess someone invited me to his big sex community on Amino. For those of you who are familiar with the app which is probably only one or two of you, that's not the kind of community that's allowed on the app. I joined on an alternate account and I just got idea of tracking some of the most active members to other communities to see if they were saying they were dating someone and if they were then exposing them as cheaters but I'm not sure if I want to put forth the effort lol.

I really struggle with my appearance and not looking cute enough. I have a love-hate relationship with being born a guy and whilst I'm not trans I just wish my body wouldnt do the things it does. I wish I could experience being pretty for once. And people hitting on me and saying they think I'm cute. I wish I could wear the clothes I want to wear and look good in them. I wish i could be held tight by someone instead of being the man and holding them. I feel really unhappy with my life a lot of the time. And I try to change. But it's hard without many people supporting me.

I feel the similar tbh. I'm not happy with how I look. I want to lose some weight and put on a bit of muscle. I think it's normal to be unhappy with your appearance. Also I feel worried I wont find a partner anytime soon. It upsets me being alone mainly because I see most of my friends in relationships. Some even getting married. And I really wanna be a father someday. And have my own family. I wanna be happy like them. But it seems I only attract bad women. I've been cheated on and abused. I just wanna find that happiness I used to have.