I am looking for a girlfriend too electric boogaloo

My best advice is to seriously stop being so desperate. If you truly seek happiness, you have to learn to have patience or else your relationship will just shatter in ruins. Relationships don't last on desperation alone, but only if two individuals really click and get to know each other through time as good friends. And by time, I don't mean one day or a few weeks, it takes months or years until you start a serious relationship. Maybe some people can get lucky? But most of the time that luckiness has a double edged sword. Marriage divorces also result because couples rush too fast I find. They don't get to see the real side of the other person's persona and a mistake happens. You may feel as though you're really in love at first, but eventually things begin to change. You have time man, you're only like 19 which is way younger than I am along with a few other folks who are older than my age or roughly around my age. People my age should be thinking about settling down, yet I don't care about that right now. Of course if you're very desperate, Makoto Haruki also mentioned other online dating websites? You can try them if you have the money to spare. I've tried one and honestly, the only thing that was worth it in the end was making a great friend on there. Otherwise than that I don't think it's anything special.

Nah, just listen to the advice of "stop being so desperate". See, you don't want a person, you want a fantasy. You compare your woe is me life to kids(14 is a kid in my book), just go with the flow of life for now. A question for you, if I may. Why do you want a relationship right now?

I want someone closer than a friend, someone I can take into my arms, kiss, spend time with. I never had a real gf outside of a LDR online I don't know how it would go. I don't even have female friends from irl. I want a relationship to fill the void to get rid of my loneliness I guess