Anonymous Talks

I hate my life my personality my lack of self steem how ugly I am how desperate I'm starting to become ashamed of still being a virgin a loner someone stupid and non interesting. i have been rejected over 20 times on this site alone by all sorts of people hated by many more liked by almost none i have tried to change and be myself to get someone cool to hang out with to get someone that i might call a life partner but how can I if I obviously dont deserve such a thing im a coward cant face where i am wrong and change it, feels impossible and stupid to attempt it the only times women liked me they used me for money and to prevent creeps from dating them aka stalker repeller. i am desperate and i hate being desperate

as soon as I'm shown any interest. I barelly care for looks, so if the person cares a bit about me and listens to me its like idk you know i cant help it i guess im just desperate i want to change i dont like being like this i want to be a guy a girl can grow to like for what he is not just a chunk of meat it aint how it works bro

I feel depressed and anxious, abandoned by others as if i was a dog that could be discarded i hate my life