MO Confessions

I feel depressed and anxious, abandoned by others as if i was a dog that could be discarded i hate my life

as soon as I'm shown any interest. I barelly care for looks, so if the person cares a bit about me and listens to me its like idk you know i cant help it i guess im just desperate i want to change i dont like being like this i want to be a guy a girl can grow to like for what he is not just a chunk of meat it aint how it works bro