Loli, You're not alone. I feel the same except over one. A place for negativity.... Hm. I hate how nothing ever goes right for me in my life. I hate how I always have to be my fake self everywhere and cry in my bed every night because I'm not allowed to cry any other time anyway. I hate being alone. I absolutely hate myself. I hate being oversensitive. I hate being easily attached, and then realizing I'm an idiot for it. I hate having literally no one to talk to who would even give 1% of care. I hate accepting the fact that it's all my own fault, and it annoys me more when people give generic advice. I hate my life in so many ways. And I hate when people tell me that at least I'm not a starving kid in Africa. Okay then. It doesn't mean I don't have emotions. Does a person literally have to be starving and dying for someone to care? What a messed up world. I literally have to threaten suicide for someone to even try to give a half ass statement of concern. I just hate Me.

NeKo NiOr @nekobb13 commented on Negative space: Problems and depression

NeKo NiOr @nekobb13

Nov 25, 16 at 8:21am

I hate my indecisiveness right now and how i can't find that one thing i want to pursue in life. I'm tired of my current working location and it's people. Oh... I'm just annoyed by people in general. How it's that other people can be successful at what they want to do? I also hate my lack of ambition on certain things. It is so frustrating that i can't pinpoint the source of my self loathing. Everything is just frustrating. Especially if others cannot understand the severity of the frustration.

yaasshat @yaasshat commented on Negative space: Problems and depression

yaasshat @yaasshat

Nov 25, 16 at 9:21am

Neko, Re-read what you said and I think you might find your answer.

SnakeePoo @solid_snake95 commented on Negative space: Problems and depression

SnakeePoo @solid_snake95

Nov 25, 16 at 9:43am

I want to have confidence and I try my hardest to be confident, but when you are constantly reminded by other people of how imperfect you are it gets pretty hard. I don't blame anyone else, but myself. After today I am going to exercise my ass off! Why not today you ask? Because I have a crap load of stuff to get done today. I swear I'm not procastinating! Lol ;3

NeKo NiOr @nekobb13 commented on Negative space: Problems and depression

NeKo NiOr @nekobb13

Nov 25, 16 at 9:48am

@yasshat I know...i just wanted to be negative for once... As what this thread is for...

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