Random thoughts...

I stopped messaging people first and now i dont talk to anyone anymore... At some point you just assume you were bothering them, and think that they didnt want to talk to you in the first place... It's prob for the best tho, Im more used to being alone then anything so its just back to my comfort zone, and keeping my eyes facing the floor...

Yeah, fam I know that. I'm always messaging first. Have had a few who message me first but they either ghost or just grow distant.

I am always afraid that if I do not message first they will end up leaving from my life ;-; Off to work now

Same... same Have a good day at work! Ill be doing the same soon... sadly