Random thoughts...

My mom was being crazy today. She drops me off and says you have a dentist appointment in the morning. I found out it’s not the tooth that’s hurting they would fix. Hopefully I can get some sleep and I’ll feel a little better in the morning, I said I need to get food, I’m not going to the dentist.

I remember telling my dad that I'd much prefer to work than go to school, and him vehemently disagreeing with me. I get why he disagreed with me now ;_;

I wanna try making Osso Buco, itll be interesting to try Beef Shank, never had it before nor used white wine in cooking.

Been having everyone around me irl lately asking me “why are you still not satisfied with how you look? You lost the weight so you can stop” and that I’m getting too skinny. However, to me I know there’s more to go with another stage of transformation for me. My skin still feels like dough signaling there is fat clinging to the excess skin still so it won’t fall flat yet. Seen people go from that awkward stage to the next level completely getting shredded going into their second year of weight lifting. I’m almost to a year and a half in October. I cranked down the number of workouts but upped the weights counting every single rep or macros I eat in my notes. This is the most vital time for me to reach that state. I know I will be there.

@joemama711 I miss eating this with no sauce, but simply parmesan cheese and butter. https://youtu.be/AzDBSQtLpJA?is=QUkTUBtmE2a0cnwP