Random thoughts...

Theirs something incredibly weird with over sharing your medical past with a stranger and how your bipolarness and shit is making you wanna end your life. Then to try and cheer them up only for them to shoot you down and make it feel like it's impossible while WE'RE AT WORK. Jesus Christ I feel incredibly drained having to deal with that, I just need to say "damn that's crazy" as a response cause I really don't wanna hear your life story if you ain't even interested in mine. https://c.tenor.com/UofxWQdi1ywAAAAd/tenor.gif

Playing Ready or Not, take a less lethal weapon. First shot I take with it is lethal. XD https://media1.tenor.com/m/yu5ZqYThhRIAAAAC/well-shrug.gif

@criselington https://media1.tenor.com/m/_pnfa6sUxikAAAAd/danny-devito-guns.gif

Fiancee drinks like twice a year and it's absolutely hilarious.lol Sad too.. I see and hear soooo much pain, too. I suppose it's things for a sober me to truly think about and understand.