Confess how you feel

When you move away from parents and realize fridge doesn't spawn food on it's own anymore. I think I'm breaking up with my senpai. https://stickinsect.files.wordpress.com/2011/03/fridge.jpg

How does my senpai make me feel? Well... at the moment, I'm a bit upset with her :/ but oh wells. As a whole though. Shes wonderful. Shes funny and smart and brightens my day just by being herself. Shes such a great and kind person. But shes a tough cookie too. And she knows what she wants. Any time we talk, or play games together its almost as if that moment wont end. It just seems to keep going on and on. Sometimes I don't even notice how much time has been spent. Even the smallest bit of time feels like its been an eternity xD and not in a bad way I assure you. But she is an amazing woman. And I cherish the time we spend together :3 now, if me and her were to be together, that'd be even better xD But time will tell.

-_- well im fucked. because my akwardnesss is easily spotted and people avoid me in irl when i want to talk, and when i don't people come like flies

I guess I'm just here to add more to my previous post. My Kouhai is someone who just continues to surprise and amaze me. It almost seems like I learn something new about her everytime we talk and it seems like we have just that much more on common with each other. Even down to silly little things like what freaks us out in video games that really shouldn't be that freaky or how we like to play our games. Everytime we talk she just makes me so happy just by being there and talking with me and spending time with me. I won't get into specifics since its personal but there's so much that I want to be able to give her that she's never really had before. Some of it I simply can't do right now and it will just take time but I really want to make her happy.

There's someone on MO that I'm in love with. He knows damn well who he is. At first I was afraid he wouldn't even accept my friend request, but surprisingly enough he did. We've had our share of ups and downs, but together is where we belong. Everyday I get excited when my message box has a message from him. He makes me smile, laugh, blush, and he knows how to turn me on. Though we've only video called once, I look forward to meeting him for real. I want to be with him regardless of my family's thoughts. I want to marry him and have his babies. He's my prince and he's the one I love. I'm glad I joined MO, otherwise I would've never met the one I love.