What Do You See In The Mirror?

I see a human that needs alot of improving in many areas, a person with determination but alot of self esteem issues, someone that has been hurt by others but doesn't want to give up the fight that life is, someone that is selfish but at the same time isn't...i see a complicated lifeform, all i see is a human being

Holy shit! I'm getting thinner, more muscular, and better looking every day!

I see a kid whom tries to be the best in everything he possibly can, Another Shadow of his old-man. Although even though the kid has made many strides and improvements; he feels unfulfilled, He joins that Army and still doesn't feel great, He jumps from a plane in hopes of filling that hollow hole; he is tormented by dead friends and his past. A lot of things to say and a lot of love to give; But nothing bites. And i still wonder what i'm missing; i wonder what crucial thing i've overlooked. Perhaps it;s the world, but i doubt it... I know the problem is me.