ranting about the two girls I let get away.

ugh. Seriously, two. Two gorgeous, funny, romantic girls. I fell in love with them both. Geez, it feels like this is the only place I can let this off my chest. One I let go because I knew she didn't swing that way but man did I fall. She teased the living hell out of me too. Called me her babe and kissed me but every time I asked her what we were she would say "friends with benefits." ouch. Took me a while to get over her but I eventually did. She's not the reason I'm talking about this. The reason is this new girl that showed up a couple months ago. Believe it or not, I found her on omegle. We talked and shared info. After that we started texting eachother and there was never an official "will you go out with me?" but it happened. We were in a relationship. She was sweet, romantic, beautiful, and sexy. God, if I couldn't ask for a better girl. We talked every night. We promised to meet soon but that never happened. We never got to have that first kiss. Shit. We drifted apart, that's all you need to know. If I could just have the balls to talk to her and ask her what happened. Tell her I want her back in my life. That I love her and it hurts to just fucking scroll past her name in my phone. ugh. I miss her and I hope she's happy doing whatever it is she's doing. I would give anything to be with her but I'll let her be. there ..rant over. i'll go crawl under a rock now and bang my head against a wall for being an idiot.

That's tough man. I feel ya on that. I've had my fair share of slip-aways and I'm probably gonna repeat it. Regret is the worst thing one can feel, so don't hang on to regret.

idk *scatchs my head* maybe text her that u wanna meet then spill everything then? well thats what they wood do on an anime but anime is alot different then the rl world. gosh, love is such a fickle thing. well i wish u luck!

Let her talk to you first you obviously still care about her but let her make the first move on this one or at least give it a month. I have to deal with a similar situation a couple months ago except we went on a lot of dates and she never made it official and just dropped me cuzz shes retarded. From what I experienced and what my friends saw and heard I was a perfect gentlemen and was/am great boyfriend material she was just stupid. Back to the subject at hand though. What worked for me was listening to my favorite songs getting out and having fun with my friends and just learning to love my self/ learning to love single me. Before I'd get pissed just seeing her picture on face book especially because she had a official new boy friend like a week after she broke it off with me and told me she wasn't ready for a boy friend. Now I could care less about anything she does and she texted me the other day asking if we could be friends again of course I said not right now. but really I'm over here and I could care less about anything she does. So my advice give it time learn to enjoy being single and have lots of fun while your not obligated to any one. :] hope this helped -stay cool